Should be asleep at 3 in the morning.
Listening three times in a row now
to Jeremy Camp's first album -- Stay.
Not a bad song on there. Such positive Biblical messages from start to finish.
Two songs in particular have been speaking to me... maybe not speaking to me but I feel a pretty strong connection to them...
YouTube - Jeremy Camp: Walk By Faith
Well I will walk by faith
Even when I cannot see it
Well because this broken road
Prepares Your will for me
[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]Well I'm broken- but I still see Your face
Well You've spoken- pouring Your words of grace
God prepares a path for us and I'm not on mine and there's nothing I can do about it. I feel doomed in an Earthly sense -- nothing but misery each day I am alive. I pray for a change in this; I haven't given up. It flat out sucks being broken in this way . . . but through it all I will Walk By Faith.
And...
YouTube - 2) I still believe (Jeremy Camp Live DVD)
[/FONT]Scattered words and empty thoughts
Seem to pour from my heart
I've never felt so torn before
Seems I don't know where to start
But its now i feel your grace fall like rain
From every fingertip washing away my pain
I still believe in your faithfulness
I still believe in your truth
I still believe in your holy word
Even when I don't see I still believe
[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]The only problem here is He isn't washing away my pain but His grace is always there, without a doubt. His word is Holy, He is faithful to me and I do still believe. What's going on in my life, what's missing, what should be there, it's enough to make a person run away from God, to shout Him down with every bad word known to man, tell Him to "go away, you're not real, if you were this wouldn't be happening." But I don't. Why am I being subjected to misery and pain, why has all that's good been taken from me? I don't know. I don't know if I'll ever again wake up and be happy to be alive . . . but God's still there for me. That I do know.
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Listening three times in a row now
to Jeremy Camp's first album -- Stay.
Not a bad song on there. Such positive Biblical messages from start to finish.
Two songs in particular have been speaking to me... maybe not speaking to me but I feel a pretty strong connection to them...
YouTube - Jeremy Camp: Walk By Faith
Well I will walk by faith
Even when I cannot see it
Well because this broken road
Prepares Your will for me
[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]Well I'm broken- but I still see Your face
Well You've spoken- pouring Your words of grace
God prepares a path for us and I'm not on mine and there's nothing I can do about it. I feel doomed in an Earthly sense -- nothing but misery each day I am alive. I pray for a change in this; I haven't given up. It flat out sucks being broken in this way . . . but through it all I will Walk By Faith.
And...
YouTube - 2) I still believe (Jeremy Camp Live DVD)
[/FONT]Scattered words and empty thoughts
Seem to pour from my heart
I've never felt so torn before
Seems I don't know where to start
But its now i feel your grace fall like rain
From every fingertip washing away my pain
I still believe in your faithfulness
I still believe in your truth
I still believe in your holy word
Even when I don't see I still believe
[FONT=Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif]The only problem here is He isn't washing away my pain but His grace is always there, without a doubt. His word is Holy, He is faithful to me and I do still believe. What's going on in my life, what's missing, what should be there, it's enough to make a person run away from God, to shout Him down with every bad word known to man, tell Him to "go away, you're not real, if you were this wouldn't be happening." But I don't. Why am I being subjected to misery and pain, why has all that's good been taken from me? I don't know. I don't know if I'll ever again wake up and be happy to be alive . . . but God's still there for me. That I do know.
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