Surprising

I sort of overheard/listened to a girl earlier explaining the story of Jesus, his disciples, and different people and stories from the gospels. It was something to think about, and playing chess with a guy I’d never met before he noticed one of my bracelets (one I was not wearing but showed him later) the one like a down-right arrow then a cross then an open grave then an up-right arrow and another down-right arrow (Jesus came to earth, died on the cross, rose again from the grave, ascended into heaven, and is coming back). He asked if I knew what it meant and I said yes, but then I felt like what if he hadn’t known and had asked what it meant? I feel so unprepared to talk about faith, so insecure and weak. I feel like I know nothing, even scared that I will be condemned so I don’t know how I will ever share with others. I don’t have the clearest idea of my testimony or how I could defend my faith against serious anti-thiests or even certai people of other faiths. I may expand on this later, it’s probably jumbled but today hasn’t been my best.