Slipping And Slipping Hard And Fast

I can't believe how I went right back to old habits and sins, and so fast. I am cursing like a sailor, eating horribly and fighting with people again. This is exactly who I use to be before I found Christ. I am severely disappointed and disgusted with myself. I need to straighten back up and straighten back up hard and fast. I am so sorry Jesus, but i know you must be sick and tired of me apologizing and then repeating the same mistakes over and over again. I am never going to give up trying though Jesus. I will eventually get this right. I am just as disappointed in myself as you are in me. I can't stand myself right now. Totally depressed and appalled at myself. I thank you God for allowing me new chances everyday to correct my sins when I know I don't deserve it! There are no words to express my deep and undying gratitude for your forgiveness and chances. I am so sorry.