It seems like I have a growing problem with bitterness, anger, depression, and reckless selfishness. I am overwhelmed with bad thoughts, overwhelmed by some of the complex theology I see here. I should be more mature than I am, sometimes I feel like I know nothing spiritually. People argue and spin my head around, and it seems like some users who used to talk with me when I first joined no longer do. Sometimes I wonder why they don’t, maybe it isn’t their fault and I’m just worrying about nothing. I get angry on the roads, I hit so much traffic today and wanted to fly down the road. But I seem to be back and forth about if I should speed.
And at school I met some of the other yugioh people I bought cards to play with originally. One beat me and my friend in minutes and some of the others he says could beat him. I have heard that we shouldn’t complain, but I need some help. I felt belittled today in all the yugioh, and I have these bitter thoughts that I will continue to be kept down, that I will be unable to do much else tonight. I feel pretty faithless and hopeless right now, I could use some help and would like prayers. What should I do? And how can I describe problems without complaining?
And at school I met some of the other yugioh people I bought cards to play with originally. One beat me and my friend in minutes and some of the others he says could beat him. I have heard that we shouldn’t complain, but I need some help. I felt belittled today in all the yugioh, and I have these bitter thoughts that I will continue to be kept down, that I will be unable to do much else tonight. I feel pretty faithless and hopeless right now, I could use some help and would like prayers. What should I do? And how can I describe problems without complaining?
