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However, this leads me to another topic, something that has plagued me for a number of years. Since May 2000, God started to speak to me either directly or through dreams. They are not frequent and He says very little words to me. It was May 2000, when my niece was getting her communion that a voice spoke to me. At this time, I was not married and was dating this guy (who we started to get serious and talked about marriage). My niece was standing outside her home taking photographs and I was standing aside watching. It was a beautiful sunny day; not a cloud in the sky. I felt happy and loving the moment when I heard the voice (it sounded as if someone put their mouth to my ear and whispered into it). I heard “you are not marrying so and so.” (He mentioned the boyfriend by name but for privacy sake I will not say it). I turned around to see no one was behind me just an open street. I was in shock. I never heard the voice of God and was basically questioning my sanity or perhaps it was of the devil. I never told anyone until recently, I told my mother and my husband and now I am telling it publicly. But it came true in May 2001, one year to the date, we had broken up and I had met my husband a few weeks later. A few weeks prior to breaking up with my boyfriend and meeting my husband, God gave me a dream. I dreamt that I was looking out my window as I watched the sun rise, happy about the glorious day it was going to be when a voice from the sun said “Change is coming”. I said God what does this mean? But God never answered me. I cried and begged him please do not let it be death or anything that has to do with my family. No answer. I woke up weeping and not sure why. But as you know, I broke up with my boyfriend, met my husband, and of course, September 11th happened and it basically changed our whole entire world upside down. I was hospitalised in November and basically I was married and moved to the UK by 2003. Do you think that is enough change for one person and in about 2 years? Prior to leaving the US to move to the UK, I had a dream but this one has not of yet been revealed…this one has yet to come true. The dream was I was in my mother’s house, and there was this young boy (around the age of 3-4 years old). He didn’t belong to anyone in our family. This little boy turned to me and showed me the last page of bible: Chapter 22 of Revelation; on the bottom of the last words was a handwritten date: June 8, 20__ but the last two numbers were unclear, middle number was unclear but rounded could be a 0, 6 or an 8 but last number appeared to be a 6 or 8. When I looked at the date, I actually gasp in fright. I looked at the boy and kept asking him a few times does this mean until I was nearly shouting at him. But he kept pointing to the date with strong conviction. I woke up afraid of not knowing or fear of the unknown. Nearly every year, I look upon this date, June 8th with trepidation. I really don’t know what it means and this is what makes it scary. But this is year 2008, I have been praying for God to reveal to me things but I keep getting silence. At first when I had the dream, I thought God was showing me the birth of my first child because it was an unknown child pointing to me a date. I am 42 and have been told by doctors since I was 18 that I would have trouble conceiving. Today, I remain childless. As we speak, I am entering into my pre menopausal stages and showing signs of missed periods. Unless it is a miracle, I do not see a baby coming into my life anytime soon unless that is the day I am going to conceive the a child then it would be one heck of a testimony to put on CF Forums and give hope to moms such as myself that God is a miracle working God. But why use the bible to write the date and the last chapter of book of Revelation? I know it is not the day of Jesus’ coming for it is written that no man knows the day, time or the hour but it is perhaps a significant day in God’s time clock. What concerns me that this year, the date this falls on Jewish calendar is sixth of Sivan 5768, a Jewish feast called Shavuot or the Feast of Pentecost will occur as the sunsets. From what I understand on this particular night the book of Exodus 19-20 v 23 are read and Numbers 28 v 26-31 are read. I will look into it to see if there is any significance.
On June 2nd. Jerusalem will be 41 years old and Israel is now 60 years old. What did Jesus saying about the generation that sees the fig tree is in bloom? He said this generation would not pass away until all things are fulfilled. We know that in the bible God considers a generation 40-70 years. I am not sure of the significance of the date, but I will say this God is perhaps warning me to watch for the signs after this date? It is not knowing that no human being likes and it causes fear even if I have nothing to fear for God is with us. He told me a long time ago that I will never leave you nor forsake you and I held onto that even through my worse trials…even when I felt like giving up. It is perhaps a day that promise of Joel 2 and Acts 2 will be poured out upon all flesh as it is written…what a fitting date: Pentecost or Shavuot. Perhaps it is the unexpected visitor that I should be looking out for…. until then…or it might be a date that is just significant only in my life. Only God knows and I will just have to wait upon the Lord.
God Bless,
Psalms
However, this leads me to another topic, something that has plagued me for a number of years. Since May 2000, God started to speak to me either directly or through dreams. They are not frequent and He says very little words to me. It was May 2000, when my niece was getting her communion that a voice spoke to me. At this time, I was not married and was dating this guy (who we started to get serious and talked about marriage). My niece was standing outside her home taking photographs and I was standing aside watching. It was a beautiful sunny day; not a cloud in the sky. I felt happy and loving the moment when I heard the voice (it sounded as if someone put their mouth to my ear and whispered into it). I heard “you are not marrying so and so.” (He mentioned the boyfriend by name but for privacy sake I will not say it). I turned around to see no one was behind me just an open street. I was in shock. I never heard the voice of God and was basically questioning my sanity or perhaps it was of the devil. I never told anyone until recently, I told my mother and my husband and now I am telling it publicly. But it came true in May 2001, one year to the date, we had broken up and I had met my husband a few weeks later. A few weeks prior to breaking up with my boyfriend and meeting my husband, God gave me a dream. I dreamt that I was looking out my window as I watched the sun rise, happy about the glorious day it was going to be when a voice from the sun said “Change is coming”. I said God what does this mean? But God never answered me. I cried and begged him please do not let it be death or anything that has to do with my family. No answer. I woke up weeping and not sure why. But as you know, I broke up with my boyfriend, met my husband, and of course, September 11th happened and it basically changed our whole entire world upside down. I was hospitalised in November and basically I was married and moved to the UK by 2003. Do you think that is enough change for one person and in about 2 years? Prior to leaving the US to move to the UK, I had a dream but this one has not of yet been revealed…this one has yet to come true. The dream was I was in my mother’s house, and there was this young boy (around the age of 3-4 years old). He didn’t belong to anyone in our family. This little boy turned to me and showed me the last page of bible: Chapter 22 of Revelation; on the bottom of the last words was a handwritten date: June 8, 20__ but the last two numbers were unclear, middle number was unclear but rounded could be a 0, 6 or an 8 but last number appeared to be a 6 or 8. When I looked at the date, I actually gasp in fright. I looked at the boy and kept asking him a few times does this mean until I was nearly shouting at him. But he kept pointing to the date with strong conviction. I woke up afraid of not knowing or fear of the unknown. Nearly every year, I look upon this date, June 8th with trepidation. I really don’t know what it means and this is what makes it scary. But this is year 2008, I have been praying for God to reveal to me things but I keep getting silence. At first when I had the dream, I thought God was showing me the birth of my first child because it was an unknown child pointing to me a date. I am 42 and have been told by doctors since I was 18 that I would have trouble conceiving. Today, I remain childless. As we speak, I am entering into my pre menopausal stages and showing signs of missed periods. Unless it is a miracle, I do not see a baby coming into my life anytime soon unless that is the day I am going to conceive the a child then it would be one heck of a testimony to put on CF Forums and give hope to moms such as myself that God is a miracle working God. But why use the bible to write the date and the last chapter of book of Revelation? I know it is not the day of Jesus’ coming for it is written that no man knows the day, time or the hour but it is perhaps a significant day in God’s time clock. What concerns me that this year, the date this falls on Jewish calendar is sixth of Sivan 5768, a Jewish feast called Shavuot or the Feast of Pentecost will occur as the sunsets. From what I understand on this particular night the book of Exodus 19-20 v 23 are read and Numbers 28 v 26-31 are read. I will look into it to see if there is any significance.
On June 2nd. Jerusalem will be 41 years old and Israel is now 60 years old. What did Jesus saying about the generation that sees the fig tree is in bloom? He said this generation would not pass away until all things are fulfilled. We know that in the bible God considers a generation 40-70 years. I am not sure of the significance of the date, but I will say this God is perhaps warning me to watch for the signs after this date? It is not knowing that no human being likes and it causes fear even if I have nothing to fear for God is with us. He told me a long time ago that I will never leave you nor forsake you and I held onto that even through my worse trials…even when I felt like giving up. It is perhaps a day that promise of Joel 2 and Acts 2 will be poured out upon all flesh as it is written…what a fitting date: Pentecost or Shavuot. Perhaps it is the unexpected visitor that I should be looking out for…. until then…or it might be a date that is just significant only in my life. Only God knows and I will just have to wait upon the Lord.
God Bless,
Psalms
