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I have mental illness. At this point most would never see it...
I am truly lucky to be alive..
God has sustained me for a newer chapter of my life..
I know its popular for Christians these days to shun mental illness... How stupid... !!!!!
My mind was ruptured along time ago...
Trusting God is hard thing... Its hard when others will die in front of me... Or I have someone in front of me that needs love and needs to be taken care off and I cant.. Its illegal, or Im not asked... I have to watch them be destroyed by there parents... Watch there soul die away... Watch...
Not that interested in being on the computer writing blogs... Usually Im writing lots of blogs when I have to. When I feel seclusion coming on and I need to hide for a month, I write blogs... However, Im feeling frightened from the world; I want to go outside.. Im afraid... bad mean people...
I have to leave my church now. God allowed me time at this present church to heal and learn many things and to regain many things, now it is time for me to leave. I am sorrowful for this, as God was in this church and I must leave that sanctuary that he resides in. It feels like abandonment...
Im learning how to build a dead person; me. never thought in a million years I would come back to life. Im disgusted to find that nothing in the world, nor the decrepit attitudes of the people have changed. I have to trust God relentlessly to survive this.
Im working through a very hard...
Something is over coming me. Im back with the understanding of friendships. I will have to study what that really means. It does mean getting close to people. This is a mighty thing. God is leading me back into the water again.
I am misunderstood by so many people. Unfortunately I have...
Its not just an Eveil world, its a sinister eveil world.
Traps: to set some one up by fooling them, grooming them, leading them on. I am in a world of trappers. Seems, all I see are traps of one form or another, haters pretending to be saints. the whole world seems full of them. Its...
I need to keep these creeps out of my experiences. Those that look for weak people and want to advise them or run their lives.
My life is no ones business until I make it there business. If I didn't ask you, don't offer.
Im not interested in your opinions of my life. Get your own life...
I have my problems socially, that is all I will say. The reason; I don't have to tell you more then that. That is all I have to tell you.
What if I walked up to you and tried to smile at you. What would you think. Would you assume I was OK. Im not. My mind is broken and shattered...
Is It OK to Go on≥..
My life is changing. Im working on healing, actually digging in, opening, or looking to open trap doors. Thus the doors are unlocking, or Im looking to try a new tool or find new tools, be committed to finding new tools. Being aware that I don't want new tools, I want...
Im heading into something of an exploration that my mind was not able to participate within the past. Now, Im allowed by God to look into things, take some chances. The enemy used to be in these realms. Realms of my future. I could not longer vest within these lanterned Vestibules. I was...
God has allowed an interesting journey that has strengthened and carved and fortified. However, Im heading outward. Im not sure to what?, its a great sign tho. I have been through so much in this life. I doubt anything to big will stop me from my venture...
I have many people that wont...
Im looking at new things, expansion. That means letting things pour out. Im getting their.
Im expressing... Im learning...... I get stuck along the way... I get hooked by the wrong bait. I miss read, I am naive in a world of satan. I have to remember this is his realm.. I will be miss...
I swirl with my clay all day long. When Im at a meeting.
I pray and freak out the on-lookers, I pray on my knees with my face to on the ground next to my bike on the sidewalk next to the church.
In the meeting I start out strong and OK. After 20 minutes I want attention.. Im to afraid...
Prejudice is attacking someone to shut them down when they express there feelings.
My feelings are deep and many, and will not be shut down as my feelings are not wrong. They are not wrong or right, and they are none of your business. Your business is to find God and not make me your...
Im mad at the world. I really hate them.. How could they let all of this happen. This place is like a garbage bin full of people; the planet. I was not prepared or protected to be in this place.
Letting go and being nothing,
letting go is letting God. When Im nothing I feel free to...
I must travel through the past again. I must go back home again to a home that only existed in my mind. God was with me, then the dark times came. I was given away never to be seen again.
I must go back to reclaim myself. It is Gods wish.
There comes a time when you call the people in a...
I love God, I love people, I don't love the misery that has been allotted them or the way its doled out.
I remember the first girl I loved. From the emotional aspect she appreciated that I loved her. From the world standpoint I was hated. She of a higher economic nature, and at some point...
I have God... I love this site because its all about God. It feels like safe zone for me. Iv'e been at many other places that have nothing to do with God. I get ripped apart being out in the world. So many unethical people; I feel like a prisoner on a pirate ship. I need a place to breath...
Jesus tells us to turn the other cheek, pray for our enemies, and love our neighbors as we would love ourselves. He also says to NOT resist anyone who is evil (Matthew 5:39).
The above suggests that I am so above bad people that no matter what they do, they cannot hurt me. Im so secure in...