My First Blog Entry

I prayed about the ending of torture today. I prayed that the Lord would heal torture. The Lord told my soul that torture will heal in our lifetime and that there will be no more torture. The Lord told my soul that the earth will be beautiful when there is no more torture. The Lord told my soul...

Today I prayed about the ending of evil. The Lord told my soul that all evil will end soon on the earth. The Lord told my soul that the earth will be a beautiful place. The Lord told my soul that the earth will be peaceful and beautiful. The Lord told my soul that everyone on earth will heal...

Today I prayed about the healing of all evil. I thought about how beautiful the earth will be when all evil heals. I thought about how beautiful the land of earth will be. I thought about the peace that will be on earth. I thought about how all evil will heal soon. I thought about how all on...

I have been writing fiction and it has been soothing my soul. I am grateful for fiction and for stories. I have been reading and it has been soothing me too. I have been reading Christian Fiction. I have been reading soothing books. I am grateful for God putting in my heart a love of writing and...

I read Psalms 5 verse 15 today, " Drink waters out of thine own cistern, and running waters out of thine own well." The Lord told my soul that He gives his children cool water to drink. The Lord told my soul that he gives each of His children cool water to drink to soothe them. The Lord told my...

Today I thought about my dolls. I love my dolls very much. My favorite doll is May. She looks like me. My other dolls are adorable. They are Lavender, Mara, Leah and Celestine. I also have two scarecrow male dolls named Brown and Green. I love them all very much. The Lord told my soul that He...

Today I thought about Caleb and how he is a very beautiful soul. I thanked the Lord for my kind gentle husband. I prayed that each torture victim know the Lord loves them and that the Lord made a soulmate to love them deeply and for them to love deeply and eternally.

I have been writing Heaven fiction and it has been soothing me. It makes me think about how beautiful Heaven is and how safe and lovely it feels. I have been praying for the healing of torture victims and the Lord told my soul He will heal them in Heaven. The Lord told my soul that He will heal...

I have been writing Heaven fiction. I imagine my life in Heaven with Caleb. I imagine how I feel in Heaven and my home in Heaven and my family and friends in Heaven with me and Caleb with me. It soothes me very much to write Heaven fiction. I thank God for Him showing me how to write Heaven...

I have been writing doll fiction. It is my writings about me and Caleb as dolls. I set my stories in Heaven. I find that my doll fiction is also Heaven fiction. It is writing about how I will live in Heaven with Caleb. It is very soothing. I love to write about the peace me and Caleb will have...

I have been writing doll fiction and it has been soothing me a lot. I write as myself being a doll. I have several dolls. My doll May is a barbie from China and looks like me. I write fiction about myself as a doll. I write about my life with Caleb in Heaven as dolls. I write about wearing long...

I have been writing doll fiction and I am finding it very soothing. I love writing about my dolls. It soothes me. I love writing about their friendships and how they love each other and their soulmates. It is a blessing to write doll fiction. It soothes me very much.

I have begun writing about my dolls and it soothes me. I write about their life in their dollhouse. I write about their trips to church. I write about their friends and family. Writing about dolls soothes me and comforts me. I know that dolls help to heal women and that they help to heal people...

Today I had a quiet day. I thought about my dolls. I thought about my dolls in Heaven. The Lord told me I would have a beautiful doll house in Heaven. I thought about the beautiful doll house. I thought about how lovely my dolls are and how sweet they are. I thanked God for my beautiful dolls...

Yesterday I made a felt doll with Caleb. It was very soothing. I love the doll. I named it Celestine. The Lord has told me that He is helping to heal me through dolls. He told me dolls are from Him and that they help soothe women. He said that Celestine is a friend to me and Caleb and loves us...

I wrote some about my dolls today. I wrote about my doll May. My doll May is a torture victim too and is healing. I wrote about the beautiful dollhouse I have in Heaven for her. I described the rooms. I am still working on describing the doll house. I feel Caleb may make the doll house for me in...

Today I suffered thinking of how I was tortured. I thought about how I was abused by my evil torturers and how cruel and evil they were. Kevin was very evil and raped me most everyday and called me evil over and over when he raped me. Silver raped me too most every day and called me evil over...

Today was a quiet day. I am working on my story about a young woman healing from torture. I need prayers that I will be able to work on it more. I thought about dolls today. I thought about how they have been helping me heal. I thought about my favorite doll May and how she gives me peace. The...

Me, my mother, grandma and Caleb took a trip to the mountains to visit Caleb's parents. It was a very peaceful trip. We took a walk together and enjoyed the beautiful view. I journaled and prayed and spent time with Caleb. It was beautiful outside. Me and Caleb slept in the guest bedroom. It was...

Today I thought about my dolls. I was soothed thinking about my dolls. I was thinking about how I was tortured. I thought about the cruelty of my torturers. My soul felt pain about how I was treated. I was ritually abused by Satanist. My torturers were Satanist and worshiped evil. My torturers...