My First Blog Entry

Me and my friend Victoria went to the movies today and to the mall and an Indian restaurant. It was a restaurant in Waldorf, Maryland. The mall was an outdoor mall. The air was brisk and it was lovely outside. Victoria and me looked at several stores, like GNC and Target. In the Target we looked...

The Lord told my soul yesterday that I have choline deficiency. I have been on a low choline diet since the last part of my sophmore year in high school because of a health condition I have. 6 years ago I was damaged from a homeopathy product and it severely worsened my choline deficiency. I had...

I am healing from damage from homeopathy and lecithin deficiency. I am taking a Estroven once a day to heal. It is a soy supplement. It has a large amount of lecithin in it. It is soothing to take. I am healing. I had a lecithin deficiency, which was worsened by damage from homeopathy-I have had...

I am healing from damage from using a homeopathy product. Each day I am healing. The homeopathy product worsened the symptoms of my lecithin deficiency severely. I am taking Estroven once a day, a soy supplement. Soy has a large amount of lecithin in it. It is soothing my body. I am healing each...

I have been enjoying Autumn with Caleb. Autumn has been beautiful. I have been healing and Caleb has been comforting me. Caleb is a beautiful soul. I love him very much. We are preparing for Christmas. Caleb is going to help me make felt dolls for friends and family this Christmas. We will also...

The Lord talked to my soul today about envy. The Lord told my soul that evil torturers have envy towards their victims and that they harm their victims because they are envious of their victims. The Lord told my soul that His children do not feel envy. The Lord told my soul that only evil...

We are now in the Christmas season. I love the Christmas season very much. I am praying for the healing of torturers this Christmas season and that they repent and worship the Lord. I am praying for torture victims that they have the Lord's peace this Holiday season and have a beautiful...

I have been playing with dolls as therapy. It is helping me heal from my torture. I have also been writing and it soothes me. I am thankful for the Lord putting it in my heart to play with dolls and to write. It is helping to heal me. Blessings.

Today was a quiet day. Caleb and my dad stayed home from work. Me, my mom, dad and Caleb relaxed. We had thanksgiving leftovers for lunch and dinner. Me and Caleb relaxed in my room and read a Christian book on Victimization by June Hunt. We had a quiet beautiful day.

Today I had a beautiful Thanksgiving. My 2 brothers, Nathan and Nolen came to dinner. Nathan's girlfriend Kristine came to dinner. My Uncle D. and his two children, my cousins, Amaya and Joshua came to dinner. My moms mom came to dinner too. My parents were there with me and Caleb. It was a...

I have an deficiency in lecithin. Lecithin is an essential fat. It is like omega 3 fatty acids. I have a deficiency from a condition I have. I am taking Estroven, a soy supplement. Soy has lecithin in it. I took it today with my lunch and my body felt soothed some. I am praying the soy helps my...

I took a long walk today. It was beautiful outside. The leaves were different colors. It was very beautiful outside. The sky was a soft pale blue. The air was cool. The breeze was soft. I wore my black coat and green plaid scarf. I wore my soft brown boots with blue pants and a gray sweater...

My parents are part of Gideon International. They had a meeting tonight. It is a Bible distribution group. Me and Caleb went tonight with my parents. It was lovely. They had a meal for us and we listened to the men talk about Bible distribution around the world. It is a beautiful group. The...

I read Proverbs 20 verse 28, " Mercy and truth preserve the king: and his throne is upholden by mercy." The Lord told my soul that He is mercy and truth. The Lord told my soul that He is beautiful and good. The Lord told my soul that He shows mercy on those who suffer and is gentle with them...

I have been thinking about my dolls. I love my dolls very much. Me and Caleb recently worked on a felt doll for him. We named him Caleb doll. Caleb made me a doll named Celestine, which he made after me. A few days ago Caleb made some clothes for Caleb doll. He made a white shirt and blue pants...

The Lord spoke to my heart today about us as His children. The Lord told my heart that His children are all equally beautiful. The Lord told my heart that each of His children are more beautiful than anything. When I was ritually abused and tortured my abusers told me that others were more...

Me, Caleb and my parents took pictures at our church today for the church directory. It was a nice experience. I wore a green sweater and black pants and my gray Toms shoes. I wore my silver cross. I wore my hair in my favorite hairstyle, half up in a loose bun and half down on my back. My mom...

The Lord told my soul today that women will wear beautiful dresses in Heaven. It soothed my soul to know that I will wear beautiful dresses in Heaven. The Lord told my soul that women will wear long dresses that are comfortable and beautiful. The Lord told my soul that it will comfort women in...

The Lord told my soul today that He made His children each beautiful and precious and that they each have a special beauty. The Lord told my soul that each of His children are equally beautiful. The Lord told my soul that He will heal His children and that they have a beautiful home in Heaven...

I prayed today for the healing of torturers. The Lord told my soul they will all heal soon. The Lord told my soul that they will heal and and become pure souls and compassionate and loving and will pray for their victims. The Lord told my soul that torture will end in this lifetime.