Felt Dolls

Today I suffered thinking of how I was tortured. I thought about how I was abused by my evil torturers and how cruel and evil they were. Kevin was very evil and raped me most everyday and called me evil over and over when he raped me. Silver raped me too most every day and called me evil over and over. The way I suffered hurt my heart very much. They were very cruel to me. They treated me cruelly and did not treat me gently. Silver and Kevin were very evil and had no compassion and did not care about me. They acted as though they cared about me by talking about my body a lot. They told me that I was not beautiful and that I was not precious. They told me that I was not beautiful and it hurt my heart. They called me over and over. I thought about these things today and it hurt my heart.
The Lord put in my heart recently felt dolls. He told me that I could make felt dolls to soothe myself. I will try to go to the Craft store with Caleb and my mom tomorrow to get supplies to make some felt dolls. I feel it would be soothing. My dolls soothe me very much. I found one of my dolls today named Leah, she is an African doll and is from Nigeria. She is a fabric doll and very adorable. I love her very much. She is on the shelf with my other dolls now.