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I am very very lonely... even my mentor is ignoring me which i dont know why... i guessed coz i forgotten her kid's birthday? i dont understand, she cant be so sensitive... anyway, i m too tired to bother..
though i have reconciled with r, helped her was at her side... but then, my...
I finally met up with r.... though we didnt meet on the actual date, she was on mc... But again, i have to show my displeasure and angry sms before she make time for me on sun... Though the mtg was light and enjoyable but somehow i sense the next time we meet will be for a long long time!
I...
I had a disappointed week... i waited in anticipation to meet r, thought we could reconcile and be good friends again.. i even visualized the scenes, but unfortunately God didnt allow that to happen, he put hiccups into our paths... I was a bit apprehensive when r didnt confirm..then i sms r...
Making new friends is not easy...especially trying to establish that person in your inner circle... suddenly, i realized i have to compromise so so much... and i begin to reminisce on those times with r. i realised either we can get along very well or she has accommodated me... she must have...
I think r is really in need of attn... she sms asking abt transit time, kept me wondering why? but i guessed she wants me to ask her abt her biz trip... she was surprised how come i show no interest... so in order to be polite, i juz ask if she is making another trip? but her reply, just what i...
Today i was surprised to see r online... in fact for several weeks, i have not gone online. I was waiting for her to say "Hello" but also expected her not to.. she didnt.. i didnt have the energy, so didnt initiate. i waited for 15 mins before i go offline.. Now our friendship is "offline" ...
I listened to a sermon yesterday...
on how to build good relationships... and i think i need that badly..don't u think so, after 2 broken friendship, though 1 has reconciled, but we dont contact, or maybe wont contact anymore, maybe we will be like stranger, without any feeling, or just a "hi...
Today i went to the gym. Thereafter to shopping....and guess who i saw, not r but someone (my mentor) who knows about r and my story... and currently, she is giving me a "cold shoulder", our friendship is in "cold storage" but can be revived, i have confident coz i know her well.. know her for...
I am feeling so bored... I am praying for a forever friend - life partner, I have so much love to give..heehee... its nice to have someone committed. Friends are different, they come and go, and some even disappeared without tendering their resignation!:confused:
Thank You Lord for Providing...
After the unahppy incident with r, i stopped attending church (but i still attend my previous church) coz it hurts and its painful and I am reminded of the happy times i had with her in church...
Today is the 1st time, i went (and i know r is away)... God is so kind, he sent someone, someone...
Just a span of 4 months, everything has changed... changes is the only thing that is Constant... and i am afraid, fear...
I remembered the when r last went to US... that was the heights of our friendship... she even called me from that overseas trips, which she has never done before.. and now...
Finally met up with r.... i think i have already forgiven her coz can buy her gifts from my vacation... but again, last sunday, she got to rub salt into the scar that just have been healed... she sms me whether i still need a lift??? said that she is giving someone lift and passing by... of coz...
since the day i came back from my vacation, r has been smsing me to meet and catch up... but i dont have the energy...
already caught up with so much problems...
1. health 2. job insecurity 3. mum's spine and now my sister's job..her co. is undergoing restructuring and she is affected..
r and i...
My good friend was the one who introduced me to her charismatic church, to her cell leader and friends...
coz of her I attended church services regularly. I used to go to gym with her and we see each other 3 or 4 times a week.
Then one fine day, she said she wont give me a lift to the church...