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I dunno what i am doing. I mean really, for these several days, I've been like....I've done nothing....I dunno why....may be it's because i was hurt. It seems I am like that everytime I am hurt.
I don't like this situation, that I didn't do anything.
Before getting out of the house,
check t-shirts and pants
See doctor...
T-shirt...
Library ? the other form and library card...
Staple ?
I sai the books...
And I go to mall and 7-11 to check out postal boxes.
I did parts of the application form....
I am not reaching that goal...
I want to sleep early and prepare early, but I am not again....
I feel so weak at night, esp now, after being depress today.....I feel so depress, alone and weak now at night.....
God help me.
I am lonely. Crying out. No one is here.
I feel so lonely. I want to be loved. I hate this loveless surroundings around me, this family that is.
I dunno why, somehow i feel ignored. And my place is being used for sth else (just because another place is not available) and I feel ignored.
I am feeling lonely.
It's 3am now, I am going to sleep, not showering....
I am going to tie my hair, and go to sleep.
I hope tomorrow, i can finish reading the information and send out some letter.
I hope I can fix the pink pajama pant.
I hope I can sort out laundry and sort out all those clutter of clothes.
I hope I can remove some bag. I hope i can remove some clothes.
I hope I can sort out some books...
So dis-functional, so messy.
I guess I will need to sort all those laundry and clothing, then accessories.
Also, need to search online about V, to prepare for thursday.
Then I want to sort some of those boxes of books. I will throw out some books that I don't need. To make some space. It's...
I just accidentally throw away the reminder sticker into garbage can. My mind was into all the troubles that I need to do.