April, 27, 2010
Well today started out a little better, came to work and enjoyed the rain on the way as I regularly do when it rains. Things seem to be looking up. I did all of my invoices, helped my sister with her birthday party delemma and read some out of my book.
I had found during the...
April 28, 2010
Today is rough, it started out rough and finished just as rough, there is no easing up of this pain. I have longed for the feeling of God's presence in my life, I have longed for the sence of knowing that I, his daughter, have made him proud. I haven't felt that way in so long...
April 27, 2010
So we have 4 days left in this fast, the countdown is on LOL. It has been rough as far as I have a hard time getting full on this diet and I eat non stop, I often am left feeling like a pig, I don't think I have ever eaten this much in my whole life, and I have found that I have...
April 26, 2010
Well I spent the majority of the day feeling ill, I think my husband and I got the flu. Still feel a little ill but not as bad as this morning.
I think I have been looking at this all from the wrong point of view. I have been looking at things through the flesh and not the...
I am not really sure what happened, but Friday was supposed to be April 24 and Sunday April 25 and Today April 26, I only missed my blog for Saturday the 24 and Sunday the 25th but somewhere along the line it got sort of scrambles.
Saturday I spent all day at my sisters babysitting, then she and...
April 24, 2010
Today things are going great, went to work did some errands and just had an all around good day. I still have not noticed a change, I have not felt the Holy Spirit for some time and I am on the verge of giving up.
I thought the whole point of fasts was to put aside fleshly...
April 23, 2010
So after the scare last night I was calm and came to work and shared my wild experience with my fellow workers when one pointed out that they could have stolen my Identity. This had me worried because I had no clue how to handle that. I called my bank and ran a credit check, I...
April 22, 2010
Well we have finally made the halfway mark. there is only 11 days left of the fast. I had a half cup of coffee today and still feel great although lonely (Spiritually).
I found some more things that I can eat such as Boca Burgers (Veggie Burgers) and they are actually pretty...
April 21, 2010
Well the fast is going seemingly well, still enjoying the food though there is not a very good veriety of it. I am still trying to hear from God....I am beginning to think that He doesn't have anything to say to me any more. Have I really allowed myslef to fall so far down that...
April 20, 2010
Today I missed breakfast, and I missed my set goal of only one cup of coffee,but that is ok. I got on the computer and see this on a friends "thought for the day". It read Acts 8:39-40 the verse is about Stephen being transported from on place to another, then he asked this...
April 19, 2010
It has been a day, nice and calm and just enjoyable. I drank a cup and a half of coffee, I did pretty well so I will stay here for a little while before going down to a cup. Still notice no difference, God still seems 'silent' and not here, though I know that is not true. I am...
April 18, 2010
Today was not as difficult in the matter of food, but while at church I struggled trumendously. I am just torn at to what to do and where to go. Rozzlin has told me that she doesn't like our old church (the one we are going to again) she like church 29. However, I struggle with...
April 17, 2010
Well, ate oatmeal with applesauce and cherry juice mixed in for flavor. Then headed down to Polson for my brother in laws bbq celebration with organic corn chips and mixed nuts. It was really really hard because they all had potato salad, chips in 7 different flavors, and bbq...
April 16,2010
So I was laying in bed last night pondering the question that people have asked me, and that is "why are you fasting?" I replied that I didn't know....well after thinking it over last night I decided that I am doing this fast because for far to long (about four months) I have not...
April 15, 2010
Well went back up another cup so I had two cups of coffee this morning, I drank them slowly so it took me most of the morning and I am feeling fine. I had lettace and fruite for lunch, drank water with a lemon in it. Then had Pomegranate nectar and chips and salsa for snack. I...
April 14, 2010
Well I cut down coffee to one cup and it did not go so well. I was really achy and not feeling well by the time I went to bed. I had Bible study and it was pretty good, had some good discussions and what not but still not sure what God has for me or if He has anything for me at...
April 13, 2010
Today is the second day of the fast, and still no noticable difference, I am easing off coffee so not to get a migrain (per dr. orders). I only had a little more than half the pot today, I have a slight headache but nothing horrible. This no coffee thing is going to be rough but...
April 12,2010
Today I started the Daniel fast for the first time ever (this is not my first fast though). It was difficult because I am new to this and do not completly know what foods I can and can not have.
Rozzlin also happened to be ill today and so I had to stay home with her, and to top...
This Christmas was busy, but lots of fun. Christmas eve, I spent the day at my mom and dads finishing up Christmas cooking and then had dinner there. Then we went home and relaxed, and finished wraping what presents were left to be wraped, and placed them under the tree. Then Rozzlin and I...
Have you ever wondered why the minority always gets heard and get their way? Well it is because they stand united. They got prayer removed from schools, they are have in many areas got Christ taken out of Christmas, not to mention out of our courts and government funded things.
When is...