Blog entries by byhisstripes

byhisstripes
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Today has been a rough one, woke up at 3am and could not get back to sleep. Got a call first thing in the morning from Tonie telling me just how he feels. I asked him to wait until after Christmas for this so that I could at lease enjoy one holiday this year. He has managed to make every...
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Yesterday I took my daughter to the fair, we had a pretty good time. She found a little friend to ride rides with her most of the early afternoon. Then just about the time he had to go we ran into her cousins from polson and they played the rest of the after noon together until they had to get...
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Tonie and I took Rozzlin to the Newsboys concert at our fair last night. We spent an extra five dollars on the prais pit tickets to get her closer to the stage because this group is her favorite group of all time. We got a call Sunday asking if we would like two backstage passes to meet the...
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I fell for you along time ago you told me you loved me so we were wed A beautiful day it was for me till the cake was wiped all over me I told you before just how I felt guess I didn't mean that much to you And Life will never be the same I lost it all the day you gave your self away I...
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I am trying to stay away from the poor me thing, and that is why I post here because its the only place where I can vent safely. I truely don't understand how someone can destroy a ten year relationship and still get everything. I just got a call from the pastor of the church that wanted...
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Sunday was rough, Tonie was not very nice and in a round about way instited that I go. This upset our little girl which made me mad. He called me Monday to appoligize perfusly for his actions and attitude then said how much fun we have been having together lately. Truth is it has been a little...
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I don't understand how Tonie can still have feelings for me (as in in love with me). We have so much fun together, or at least we have this summer and so I told him that I am willing to try and work things out but it will take at least two years. It has been two and a half months. He has...
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This week has been increadable! We went camping at the church during this period and it was a blast. We had a 4 foot pool set up, a volley ball/bad mitten net up, kareoke, and music. Tonie decided to go with Rozzlin and I for once and he had the best time in the world. We laughed together...
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Well, it is only July so summer has really just begun but it has been a wild summer full of ups and downs but mostly ups. Rozzie and I went camping with lilmiss one weekend, then Tonie took Rozzie and I to a couple movies, we all three went hiking in Lone Pine State Park then headed from there...
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Rozzlin and I went camping with lilmissmontana,her husband and her grandson. We had a wonderful time! First I fought setting up my tent^_^ I completly forgot how to do it, all I knew was it was never that hard to do it before, infact it had only taken me a matter of minutes to do it until now...
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Since Easter, things have been crazy and I have been extremely busy. I finished out my semester in college with really good grades. Rozzlin had her dance recital which we almost didnt' get to do and she has also finished her kindergarten year and has begun her summer. Grandma and Grandpa left...
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Well, Easter was going well. I got the privelage to teach my Sunday School class both services. I got to take the twins (2) my sisters three and Rozzie. In between services I ran the twins and my sisters three home and then came back, when I got back Tonie slammed my phone down on the table...
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Well, about two months ago I left my husband because I found out he cheated on me. It has been a rough ride from there. He harassed me for most of those two months, left text message after text message, and if I didn't respond because I was busy at work or school he would get angry and his...
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I am doing alright now, still "hurting" but ok, I just don't know what is wrong with me though. I can not seem to be able to write anything, my poetry skills have ceased and all my artistic tallent (in the writing world) has came to an end. I can not write a book, a song, nothing. What is wrong...
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Today I just feel lonely, as if I am the only one left here on earth and everyone else has gone. I just feel miserable. I have been fighting this head cold (if that is really what it is) and then this morning I woke up with a headache, I have been fighting that all day, and now I just feel like...
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I am quiet restless today. Among still being sick and having little voice left, it is boring here at work. I have been to CF now about 50+ times with nothing to post or do because no one has posted. I have seen a couple people on the forum but they leave without posting. I have been to a couple...
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My daughter Rozzlin and I went to Creation Fest N.W in Enmclaw Washington. We left Monday July 19 around 4:30pm. We went down with Dan and Laura Hall from Bible study, and their son Robert and his girlfriend Laura. The trip started out great we were both so excited, me because it is a road...
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So friday I sat on the couch and looked at my wall of pictures that had been taken 9 or more years ago to present day. Some where of my husband and his family before I knew him, the rest were of our lives together since we started dating. As I looked at each of those, it brought back the...
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This story starts off at a yardsale three years ago at a yard sale. I went to this yard sale on my way to my grandmas house, Rozzie was about two yeas old, she could have been a year and a half, anyways while at this yard sale I found this volume of Bible stories, there was 21 books in the...
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April 30, 2010 So I ended the fast early. I was so frustrated and tired and just had enough. I went to cook my veggies for dinner and they too were bad, I still tredged on, I got up this morning and had an orange and some coffee and what not and all was good other than I had no food for tonight...