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Mark 15 verse 10, " For he knew that the chief priests had delivered him for envy." The Lord told my soul that evil torturers envy their victims. The Lord told my soul that evil torturers hurt their victims out of envy of how beautiful their victim is. The Lord told my soul that evil torturers...
I am getting a new mental health insurance. I am praying I will be able to stay with my counselor. I may have to change to another counselor or I may be able to stay where I am. I love my counselor very much. Me and Caleb love her very much. Please pray I am able to stay with my counselor. Thank...
I read Mark 14 verse 22, " And as they did eat, Jesus took bread, and blessed, and brake it, and gave to them, and said, Take, eat: this is my body." The Lord told my soul that He gave His children communion to soothe them. The Lord told my soul that communion is remembrance of His crucifixion...
I am exercising about 10 min a day. My family has a treadmill. I walk on it for 10 min. I listen to music. It is soothing to me. If I do not go on the treadmill then I take a walk outside. I even like taking a brisk walk in the cold. Caleb gets on the treadmill sometimes too after work.
I read Mark 13 verse 27, " And then shall he send his angels, and shall gather together his elect from the four winds, from the uttermost part of the earth to the uttermost part of heaven." The Lord told my soul that He sends angels to protect His children and that the angels protect the person...
I had BPD when I was younger till my mid 20s when I learned about it and reading books like, The Shame that Binds You by John Bradshaw- healed me. I have PTSD from my kidnapping and ritual abuse torture. I have counseling once a week with Caleb. I am managing my PTSD each day by being gentle...
I read Mark 12 verse 30, " And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment." The Lord told my soul that we are to love Him with all our heart. The Lord told my soul that He loves us...
Christ spoke to my heart about Heaven today. Christ told my soul I will no longer remember my kidnapping and ritual abuse torture. The Lord told my soul that I will not remember the trauma I have had in life. The Lord told my soul that Heaven will be beautiful and no torture victim will remember...
I read Mark 12 verse 31, " And the second is like, namely this, Thou shall love thy neighbour as thyself. There is non other commandment greater than these." The Lord told my soul that we are to love others as we love our self. The Lord told my soul that His children love others as they love...
I finished my Emmalyn doll. She looks adorable. She is made of cream colored felt and has long creamy blond hair. I will be making a dress for her soon. I enjoy making dolls. I will be making some for my friends and family soon.
I read Mark 11 verse 10, " Blessed be the kingdom of our father David, that cometh in the name of the Lord: Hosanna in the highest." The Lord told my soul that He loves when His children sing to Him and praise Him. The Lord told my soul that He is soothed by the beautiful singing and praise of...
I am still working on my doll Emmalyn's hair. She is adorable. I am giving her long blond hair with bangs. The yarn is thin and very soft. She is a cream colored felt doll. She has two eyes made of brown thread, a nose made of brown thread and a pink small mouth, made of pink thread. I love...
I read Mark 10 verse 8, " And they twain shall be one flesh: so then they are no more twain, but one flesh." The Lord told my soul that He made a soulmate for each person. My husband Caleb is my soulmate. I love him very deeply. He protects me. He comforts me. Caleb is my best friend.
I visited my grandma after my counseling appointment today. It was a good visit with my grandma. I helped her unpack some. She has moved into a senior apartment complex. It is a lovely apartment. I know she will love being there. It is only about 15 min from my home.
I read Mark 9 verse 41, " For whosoever shall give you a cup of water to drink in my name, because ye belong to Christ, verily I say unto you, he shall not lose his reward." The Lord told my soul that He gives cool water to torture victims to soothe them. The Lord told my soul that He heals...
I am working on my doll Emmalyn. I love her very much. She has long creamy blond hair. She is adorable. I am working on her hair now. I will be working on her clothing soon. I feel I may put her in a dress.
I read Mark 8 verse 31, " And he began to teach them, that the Son of man must suffer many things, and be rejected of the elders, and the chief priest, and scribes and be killed, and after three days rise again." The Lord told my soul He was tortured because He was very beautiful and the Lord...
I am working on felt dolls for my family and friends. I did not give them to anyone for Christmas because I did not finish them. I am enjoying working on them. I am making a doll named Emmalyn for myself. She is a blond doll. Caleb is helping me. She is adorable. She will be a friend for all my...
I read Mark 7 verse 25, " For a certain woman, whose young daughter had a unclean spirit, heard of him, and came and fell at his feet." The Lord told my soul that the mothers of torture victims go to Jesus in prayer to ask that their daughters or sons be healed. The Lord told my soul that He...
I have been working on a story about a young woman healing from torture. I love the story and it is enjoyable to write. I am working on it each day. It is a Christian Romance. It is healing to write.