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I got back in touch with my friends, yep... And I'm glad I did. Its rare you find anyone who you can trust with all your faults and flaws that knows your through and through, alot of people don't find it in a mate or friends...so you're doing good if you find it in either one. Lucky if you...
I know it sucks to see everyone move on, everyone else happy now. You've helped them and did your part, ..... Its okay...you have to focus on you now. Though your first 25 years were pretty rough....despite your anxiety worsening.... There's still alot of life left to live. You're only 25...
My mom was just in an accident as she was coming back from taking my dad to his hotel so he can wait for his trainer and resume truck driving. When she got hit she spun out into an embankment ....she said the key is jammed in the car ...and she doesn't know if the car would start...which worries...
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I'm in my own room tonight, I'm slightly gonna miss sleeping next to my mom... But being in my own room is better. Gonna take some getting use to being all by myself.... Well u know what I mean...but I'm happy. I'm so happy I waited, in so happy I didn't give up...I'm so happy I didn't off...
Last night my aunt came over , she came over for something totally different but as she stayed a while she went on and on about the success of her kids who are younger than me... And one who is autistic and worlds ahead of me. It made me feel like utter crap, I barely see this woman and when u...
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I can't believe today is our last day here...I don't count tommorow because were gonna be moving :) In just too stoked! Its finally happening :D But I think more than anything what surprised me is what the Lord did for my mom, my mom has been working very hard to get us out of here. My mom...
I don't know why it always happens like this, I'm usually watching YouTube ..when I have dreams like these. I was watching one of my favorite youtubers rant about any and everything....I have a small crush on him.lol. So I turned off my phone then further imagine our lives together lol...then I...
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Today I was able to check out the inside of the apartment we are moving to and its better than I could have imagined..and its roomy. I'm so happy its over, we move on the 19th :) ( they're s5ill painting and preparing the apartment) I can't wait to move..but for odd reasons I always seem to...
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Well were starting 2017 off very well..were finally moving from these hotels..our extended stay is now over and it was over due. Ive been here 3 years and im too happy to get gone, we leave saturday. I get my stuff ready for school and start february, i want to make sure this never happens...
I get so anxious, because the apartment were supposed to get, they didn't call my mom back. In tired of getting my hopes up just for them to say, you didn't qualify and were just stuck here...in this hotel. Been here 3 years long enough to see 4 managers change out, and see many renovations(...
The silence is killing me, when I spill my heart to god and get silence it just messes with my mind, in this moment I feel so out of control...like things are out of control...I feel like I might go crazy, like I can't win, like I might die. I'm glad I have my friend to talk to...he's...
Even when I try to take my mind off my situation, my parents got into a fight and threats were made...that's all I want to say. It all just gives me a freaking headache.,,so I try to take my mind off and watch YouTube.. But then when I see my fave youtubers, with their kids and the live they...
Had another nightmare yesterday morning... One good thing is that it helped inspire a new story for me... But I just wonder...how long will I have to live like this? Stuck in this hotel, in these 4 walls with nothing to do and no where to go... I feel the longer I stay in my house the...
I wonder this as I'm still conscious at 4:21am... I always thought it was art because I'm good at it... But the more anxiety attacks take away that desire and make me drop my pencil...I just wonder. I was watching , and still am watching lizzie velasquez....watching her be inspiring and...
Broken mind, broken dreams, hairs standing, thoughts racing, intrusive images...eyes in my back....running from shadows ... Spine tingling, ice dripping.... Breathe bated, heart pounding...cold sweat.... Yet I'm tired, so tired I feel I can sleep forever. I don't know... I don't know if ill be...
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4 interviews later and I got the job at waffle house today. I have to go back next week for orientation ...I'm excited..hopefully it won't be the same song and dance. But like Kehlani,(favorite singer)I gotta live for the challenge as it'll only make me stronger, I can work on coming out of my...
I've been caught up in the moment I'm not sure what's heavier What's on my mind or on my plate But we gonna be okay Yeah, we gonna be okay I still care about being loyal and I always paid a price I won't let 'em take advantage cause I'm way too [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]ing nice No way Enough is enough, enough is...
I honestly wonder this... I'm afraid of the outcome of my life. If it'll ever change or remain the same...despite my efforts stagnation , loneliness and anxiety are the themes of my life. I hope that there will never be another me, especially with the same lot/ theme. What is my life? My pain...
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Okay so I just got finished looking at a video about waiting for your husband and whatever...and it was so real that I just appreciate the youtuber for their transparency because it helped me so much. It opened my eyes, like scales falling off pauls face. ---------------------------- She is...
... Oh man, I feel so embarrassed to say that I have a crush on a YouTuber. Its so weird because I know it'd never happen. I love everything they are...even though the person is gay lol. Its so weird, but I've come to the knowledge..when it comes to me and my feelings... I cant help who I...