Rememberme
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- Feb 4, 2012
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Dear Pnkpetal, so glad you wrote back.I understand what you are saying.You just want your life back to what was normal.The everyday things that people take for granted.You want the pain gone.Who wants to do this? I too have yelled out for my husband to come back.I even text him when my roof was leaking like a sieve.Saying"come home I need you right now"People want you to trust God now and it is hard.How do you trust again?The biggest thing you needed in your life that you trusted God with is gone.My mind knows it"s not Gods fault but my heart screams" why God why?"When people say we don't always know why.I say "why not?How do I move forward again without knowing why?"I want to trust again but it is almost like a catch 22.The only thing that comes to mind is "Can these bones live again" I think we have to believe that we will sweety live again.It looks dead and we are here to keep living.What would your husband want you to do?I think mine would be saddened to know the grief I bare.I wish there was a manual for this.Step 1.Do this.Step 2. Do this.All we can do is trust the Lord to bring life out of our heap pile of bones.At times I feel a glimmer of hope rise in me.I want the hope to get so big that grief fades.Hug your Gkids even more for your husband.He is anxiously awaiting to hug you all again.Keep going for that reason.I know, God knows.We are here for you.If you are having a bad day just tell us.We are here for you.The club no one wanted to join.We know though.Here to help you,if only to acknowledge your pain.
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