Years passed by...

[blackwolf001]

Hi everyone. Well I lost Jenna for good yesterday. but it is for the best. She too wrapped up in her exbf. She is doing therapy but not for herself just to make things better for when she goes back to her exbf. Silly girl Such a shame that is .. But if it is God's will that she come back good, if not then also good. Its strange that usually when this sort of thing happens i begin tolose faith and blame God. Well I did a bit this time too but then I said sorry and said it is not his fault that she is blind to what she has lost. I am praying for help to get rid of all to dowith her in myself. Its hard but it has to be done regardless of the outcome, of her coming back or not. My faith is strong. God will help one way or another. Its painful, but then when isnt losing someone u love so deep? I will get through this. Pray for me to get the help I need. Pray for me to lose the feelings I have for her. Pray for God to do what i smeant to be done, whether that is to bring her back or not. Pray for Jenna, so that she can have her eyes opened and heart to be opened so that she can finally see just how bad her exbf is, and to see what she has lost in me. I dont want you to pray that she comes back .. only if it is God's will. I will miss her greatly. But this is how it has to be for now. I love God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. Never knew how much till now I have forgiven her because she didnt know what she was doing. It will take time I know. BUt prayers will help. One other thing I ask you to pray for and that is that the person God wants me to be with will show up soon, if it isnt Jenna. I dont want to be alone anymore. Pray that I can find happiness within myself as well because i need to. Thank you all

 

[memoriesbymichelle]

Awhile back I came across my first love, and I could NOT get him off my mind afterward even though I KNEW we could never be together for lots of reasons. What I did was (and still do when I think about him) is to pray for his salvation and for his family. I prayed that the Holy Spirit would draw him and his family to a true and saving knowledge of Jesus Christ. That's all I could do, because I could NOT understand why he was SO prevelant in my mind. Well I still don't know the answer to that question, but I don't think about him as much (finally) and I can see clearer now WHY we couldn't be together and why I wouldn't even WANT to be with him so....just sayin....Pray for her and your feelings will change. It will take time and just keep asking God what He wants you to do with those feelings and He will help you. I guarantee it.

 

[blackwolf001]

I am praying for her. She needs to see what is really happening between her and her exbf.. most likely her bf again. He is an abusive person both physically and emotionally. He has hurt her bad, but she loves him. well supposedly but then she said she loved me too, supposedly. I pray that she gets her life together, and heals. I also pray that she just wakes up and sees what she has lost in me. I am not praying for her to come back, that is totally up to God. I just want her to be happy, and to heal, and find Christ truly, she is trying, nothing more for her.