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swingnscream said:I think it's also a bit crazy to just try and put a glamorous spin on it, if you can't stand around a bunch of other PKs a just admit that it hurts and it sucks, then you've learn the "happy face" too well ...and that's not good for one's health. That's not to accuse anyone here of that, but I've seen PKs who just try to keep the happy face all the time, even when they don't have to, and it just completely, burns them out.
Sometimes it takes one to know one, so who understand a PK better than other PKs? That's what I'm trying to say.
You know, there were a lot of good things, a lot, but there has never been anyone to talk to about the negative stuff. Most PK's I know of are on atheist boards, their experience was so bad--but I can't really relate to them, because I love the Lord heart and soul. (He was the diamond buried in the middle of a big mess!)
And I can't always relate to those whose experience was good; it's more like I just feel envious.
If I get negative on this thread, BTW, I'm not trying to say, hey, everybody, we all have to agree it sucks--not at all. Because some people have had great experiences, and their great experience is just as real and valid as my pretty lousy experience.
My experience was pretty lousy because my parents had depression issues, and they were insecure people. They didn't want us to be real. They made us feel like we had the potential to "ruin everything." I felt like the real me was not o.k. and so I became a phony.
It took me years of going through the fire for the Lord to get me to start being real, to become an honest person. There is some anger I feel about having been taught and pressured to be a phony by my own parents. It brought me a lot of grief in my life.
So anyway, whoever wants to be positive, no problem, honestly, go right ahead. My experience doesn't invalidate that
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