wolfman544
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- Dec 14, 2006
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I'm glad to hear that you're on the right path again.I suppose I will give my update now. I have been really, really struggling with this pledge. I have failed a lot. I actually have been thinking of giving up on doing what Jesus would do. I have been reading over this thread only half-heartedly. Ihave also been struggling with my anger and many other temptations.
I think the cause of this is that I have lost my zeal, and have started doing things that distract me from God (like playing video games). For a while I didn't even ask myself "What Would Jesus Do?" and when I did, I purposely distracted myself so I wouldn't have to do what He would.
Every day I found myself farther from God than I had been the day before. I hated the distance between me and Him, but my sinful side loved it at the same time.
There were times when I fought to do the right thing, but those times were always short-lived.
Now I have re-dedicated my life to Him. I am still going to struggle, but I'm finally back on the right path. I'm finally heading back toward my Saviour. Also, in order to get back on the right path even more, since I have felt convicted about playing video games (because I just waste a lot of time on them), I have had my Mom tell me that I am not allowed to play them anymore (so, essentially I am lacking willpower so I'm having my mom be my willpower. lol.).
So, I'm back on the right path and I'm heading back towards where I should be. I'm going to be having a hard time with this, so will you all pray for me?
Thanks,
Eldaah
And, I do know the feeling, all to well.
I will keep you in prayer my friend.
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