Writing on skin

[sportsfan]

I am scared guys and gals I see writing on my skin that others can't see and it worries me it tells me that I am beast of the earth and when I close my eyes it says the same it can't be true I love Jesus, God, and the Holy Spirit. I fell for a trick by Satan and now he claims he owns me and that I am his false prophet but I see a blue light on the floor that says 666 and writing on my stomach but I love Jesus and I am a believer with the Holy Spirit. I don't understand what is going on with my body and I hope my psych doctor figures it out it concerns me that I sold my soul in a hallucination of a yellow cross no one saw it in the shower and door it tells me it was the mark of the beast but had I known that I would have bowed again it was a hallucination on the wall and door that I saw with my eyes and it concerns me that it was really the mark of the beast. I know it isn't true as everyone has told me that I don't have 666 it is a chemical imbalance but I feel out of my body right now I am just trying to trust Jesus with this illness and go to church and I know that Satan can't take over an unwilling heart and brain and that this is a hallucination but it alarms me anyway. I can't relax thinking somehow I blew the rapture in a hallucination on the shower wall and door and that I can't go to heaven for a minor mistake of mixing up the Holy Spirit on accident. I would never do the unpardonable sin on purpose it was a true accident.

 

[Heavenhome]

Firstly please speak to your doctor and MOST importantly remember these things that are troubling you are NOT true.

You are a child of God and no one can snatch you out of His hands.

Go to Jesus and cast all your burdens upon Him for He longs to carry them for you.

Do not worry or be afraid, you are being tricked by the deceiver, don't believe it, for he is a liar from the beginning.
Stay strong and be rest assured you are loved and saved by our mighty God.

 

[sportsfan]

Firstly please speak to your doctor and MOST importantly remember these things that are troubling you are NOT true.

You are a child of God and no one can snatch you out of His hands.

Go to Jesus and cast all your burdens upon Him for He longs to carry them for you.

Do not worry or be afraid, you are being tricked by the deceiver, don't believe it, for he is a liar from the beginning.
Stay strong and be rest assured you are loved and saved by our mighty God.

So the Yellow Cross wasn't the Mark of the Beast the stuff I see on my hand the blue lights and the satanic writing isn't real is that why people see the Holy Spirit in me plus they know I would never do the unpardonable sin because I love Jesus but I am worried that my hallucination on the shower that followed me to the door and I bowed on accidental you mean I can relax and trust Jesus will rapture me the Yellow Cross didn't cost my salvation it wasn't blasphemy of the Holy Spirit Jesus did not warn about a Yellow Cross in the shower Satan says he is in my heart and brain and I saw a blue light and red light that said Mark of the Beast incoming making my brain believe it plus I get these thoughts that are not my own and was told my name was removed book of life but i have heard no believer loses their name Charles Stanley said that today so I just need to trust my Church and family could I have an illusion of the Mark of the beast. I am just so scared that I offended God in a hallucination of the shower that followed me to the door and I bowed thinking it was Jesus and my mind was sick I just want to be raptured so bad and I don't want to be a false prophet and disobey God I want to worship God forever and ever and I would never intentionally blaspheme the Holy Spirit but the words I see when I close my eyes and all this beast stuff makes me think it is plus the sun looks funny plus I am out of my body so this is all a chemical imbalance I had to go to the hospital when I took buspirone I swallowed it funny and it messed with my serotonin in my brain which is probably how the Yellow Cross showed up but it keeps telling me it was the mark of the beast but I love Jesus and I trusted him with my sins.

 

[NBB]

Woah man, you have quiite the mess there, the devil likes to oppress christians and can oppress more taking advantage of people that are in a 'weaker or messed up' state of mind,

Also our brain and body can get sick, and i think if the doctor can give you 'anti pshycothics' or something like that it can help i guess. is not ideal, but helps. But of course you should not medicate yourself.

Maybe you can go see the doctor and a pastor too. Because we have a body that can get sick but also we can have spiritual issues too.

I actually passed through something very similar to what is happening to you, and the best you can do is stay as calm as you can.

YOU are not the beast.
OR the antichrist.
YOU didn't blasphemed against anyone.

Also medication to get calmer i think is harmful if you take for too long though, i speak because i had similar issues and had problems with getting addicted to calming drugs.

Can you get distracted with something? something to focus your mind? and not be thinking about these things.

 

[Heavenhome]

No it was not real.
You were bought with the precious blood of Jesus and you are His child.
Your doctor should be able to help you if your meds have been messed up or need adjusting.
Do not ever believe that your name is not in the book of life, that is another lie.
The Bible tells us in 1John 4:4
"Ye are of God little children, and have overcome them: because greater is He that is in you, than he that is in the world".

I would encourage you to read Psalm 27 it is a wonderful reminder of Gods protection.
Also Psalm 91.

A verse that is good to remember when you are having wrong thoughts or are troubled is
'Psalm91:2
" I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in Him will I trust".
Try to commit this to your memory so you can say it over and over when troubled thoughts or lies come to your mind.

You love God and He will never leave or forsake you, so be of good courage dear one.