Would God make something into a sin if you asked Him?

[kittyio]

Yes, it sounds like it might be a good idea to get a diagnosis from someone knowledgeable. I believe OCD can sometimes appear to be other disorders, so it's possible your first diagnosis was mistaken. (I don't know much about schizophrenia though.) I've had pretty disturbing obsessions, including one about fear of praying to the devil. I hope you can research and find some strategies that work for you and professionals who can help you. I'm happy to share advice and resources about OCD, if that would be helpful.

Thank you, I would be glad to see some resources.

 

[kittyio]

Yes, it sounds like it might be a good idea to get a diagnosis from someone knowledgeable. I believe OCD can sometimes appear to be other disorders, so it's possible your first diagnosis was mistaken. (I don't know much about schizophrenia though.) I've had pretty disturbing obsessions, including one about fear of praying to the devil. I hope you can research and find some strategies that work for you and professionals who can help you. I'm happy to share advice and resources about OCD, if that would be helpful.

I suppose I have good news, I had my appointment today, I do still have ocd and do not have schizophrenia at least not full blown schizophrenia I do have schizotypal personality disorder which is considered by some to be a mild form of it. So I am happy I have more explanations of why this seems to real to me.

 

[Mari17]

I suppose I have good news, I had my appointment today, I do still have ocd and do not have schizophrenia at least not full blown schizophrenia I do have schizotypal personality disorder which is considered by some to be a mild form of it. So I am happy I have more explanations of why this seems to real to me.

Wow, this is good to hear! Thank you for sharing! I can't remember, have I sent you links to OCD resources before? I don't want to send you the same ones again!