No need to be sorry Sweetie..
Everyone needs to worship as the Lord leads them.. whether that is dancing.. jumping.. kneeling.. being quiet in prayer.. being quiet because your body is there but your spirit is walking & talking with God..
We just need to respect the fact that God leads us to honor, praise & worship Him in different ways..
I was raised Catholic too.. my mother used to smack me if I looked around when I was little..
So it took me a long time to feel comfortable just to raise my hands or say Alleluia..
And when the Holy Spirit began speaking to me about Flag Worship, I sat on my hands & made excuses for much too long..
I started waving flags in the back of my church.. and dancing around the vestible.. but feared going to the front..
Then I went to Streams Ministies Summer Rain last August.. and they prayed freedom over us.. and I went to Open Heavens in Connecticut the next month, and they prayed boldness, freedom, & freedom from what man thinks..
And i talked to a woman who was waving flags there.. she said "you can't lead the battle from the back."
I came back to my church on fire for Jesus.. and I went up front to one corner & started waving and dancing (with the pastor's permission)
Other women began waving flags too.. telling me that i was an inspiration to them..
And then, I believe, that because of my obedience in this, God answered my prayer..
I had prayed for a Spirit-filled church where I would be free to worship as God leads.. and Alpha & Omega fits that to a tee..
I thank the Lord for my Pastors..
I thank the Lord for leading other like minded souls to this church..
I thank the Lord for His presence among us..
I thank the Lord for His favor..
I thank God for His resources..
I thank the Lord for every breath He gives me..
I thank the Lord for putting me together across the miles with my husband..
But most of all.. I thank You, I love You & worship You, Lord.. for who You are..