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Unless I give up which I won't I am determined to beat this beast to a bloody pulp. I'm sick and tired of turning the other way and running. Because Xanax doesn't do anything. Thats expected. Ofcoarse I should know that. But this stupid fear that says well maybe your not doing the exposure right and in turn prevents me to get a grip on myself. I guess thats just all the healing and expected of me to think that way cos OCD will try to latch onto anything that will cause you to stumble. I'm going to relax. To long of a day and just plane old sick of OCD.