I admire your faith, because of you can believe that, it certainly isn't about the evidence.
Well, I have
no evidence that there is a designer other than you telling me there
must have been one because you find the basic physical laws to be "designed".
Remember you are looking at the universe from the point of view of an item
that can exist within the universe. If you were something that
could not exist within the framework of the physical laws as they developed you wouldn't be here to appreciate them by definition.
The fact that Pauling's rules explain why crystals form the way they do and chemistry has rules that dictate how things work, doesn't say
anything about design, but everything about the fact that those things which exist exist because they follow the physical laws.
I can conceive of a "perpetual motion machine" but it doesn't exist precisely because it violates fundamental thermodynamic rules.
But in some alternate universe perhaps these rules could be different.
People who espouse design either have to:
1. Espouse design from the
appearance of nature (which is clearly dismissable because we see many natural processes that do not require an intelligent Designer (as I demonstrated with the crystal example)
2. Espouse desing from the general universal principles that there are physical "laws" hence must show a designer.
#2 is harder to dismiss but contains almost
no actual information. You know absolutely as much about that designer as I do. Which is "nothing".
It is a philosophical dead end. Just as the "ultimate origins of the universe" are. What happened "before time"?
Some people say "God". Well, what does that mean? Does it mean Jahweh God? Does it mean Al'lah?
Lots of people came up with
lots of very specific rules about what "god" the creator wanted from us for us to do, many quite different from each other. This concept was invented to explain a world hard to explain without observational science.
Science fills in the gaps suddenly "god" gets a lot more "theoretical" and impossible to understand within the confines of the "universe". Suddenly God is pushed so far out of the picture that he can only be understood as some sort of hypothetical "creator" with no more evidence than the fact that things exist.
I'd call that putting the concept together incorrectly. And a hallmark that the idea of God pre-dates any concept of "design". So to have to fall back to an unverifiable "design" and the "re-build" God out from that will be rather more difficult.
I don't know if there is a designer or not. Not sure I actually care. If it were important that this being get my "worship" and undying love then perhaps that being could be more directly experienced as a personal god to me. But he's not.
If there is a designer, fine. I don't "need" him, just as I don't "need" existence myself. I didn't ask to be put in this universe.
It is what it is. When you get the point of a philosophical dead end, anything beyond that is pure intellectual onanism.
imho.