The way I know Him now is nothing like I "knew" God when I was younger. But I would never have known Him like I do now if it were not for the years of 1. Praying 2.studying scriptures 3. taking notes about my experiences and comparing them to the bible and modern science...I could go on and on. What I am wondering is that if I had not done all of that over the last 20 years I might have no clue who He is or even if He even exists in the first place.
So why is it that God hides himself so cleverly? So much so that honestly nobody can really PROVE any doctrine because there is always a verse to debunk the theory.
Thoughts?
My first reaction to reading your thread title was to think, "Because you don't see him in everything", and "nothing is found without first being sought"...
Same here with years of all kinds of study, but I had been inspired with what I have come to accept as being born again, saved, ...I don't, can't corner it with a label exactly, but I felt personal confirmation of my faith and love for him, at four years old, a couple of years before
first grade catechism. So I have always held all organizations at intellectual arm's length.
I think the problem with proof of God may at least in part be what we are willing to accept as evidence.
I've generally found it easiest to see evidence of him in his creation, and in real time.
Pss.19
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1] The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handywork.
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2] Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night sheweth knowledge.
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3] There is no speech nor language, where their voice is not heard.
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4] Their line is gone out through all the earth, and their words to the end of the world. In them hath he set a tabernacle for the sun,
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5] Which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber, and rejoiceth as a strong man to run a race.
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6] His going forth is from the end of the heaven, and his circuit unto the ends of it: and there is nothing hid from the heat thereof.
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7] The law of the LORD is perfect, converting the soul: the testimony of the LORD is sure, making wise the simple.
...there's more, but you get the drift.
So my cognition of his presence and communication is based on more like "everything ing in me and everything around me"... so the clever concealment is more about my own insensitivity, the way I see it.
Great post. Great questions. Thank you so much!