I see! Several of the people in this thread have made that mistake as well.
I'm starting more and more to think that God does not love me, because I fail to feel the touch of the Spirit guiding to believe that the Bible is a book of truth. It still makes no sense to me, after much investigation, and the Christian God still seems very evil to me.
I don't really mind, though. If God is actually good, and I belong in Hell, then that should be the place for me to go. If His will is done, then why would it matter?
Trickster
As I said before, a lot of people want to accept only the Sunday school, meek and lowly, lamb of God, buddy buddy Christ. Some of us tend to forget the scriptural Lion of Judah, judge of the world, returning with fervent heat.
I don't understand the 'evil' claim at all. Justice, I understand perfectly -- we are transgressors of God's own law. In the court system, whether it's murder or a parking ticket, you aren't exempt. You might say, "But there's an appeal process!"
We have one, also. His name is Jesus Christ. He is Who wipes our slates clean for the glory of God, and this is based on His divine mercy and longsuffering[as opposed to hate]. Why isn't this available to everyone? Because not everyone wants it, apparently. It's a gift given freely, accepted by few.
Yes, God
does love us all. If God didn't love the
entire world, He wouldn't have sent His Son to
die for us all. But does God HATE? Yes, God does hate. God loves all sinners, but God hates all sin.
"Behold, Yahweh's arm is not short that it cannot save, neither is His ear heavy, that it cannot hear. But your iniquity has hidden God's face from you."
We have been given a means to find God. It's not in cleverly placed words or by winning some debate, it's in the blood of Christ, and our own repentance.
I'd urge you again to read Romans.