- Feb 6, 2025
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Before I became a Christian in February 2023, months before I was in a deep depression, which had largely been triggered by searching on YouTube for "does God really exist?" I knew that this search would get me into trouble, and it truly did. I began to idolize the atheists I saw and to sin shamelessly, I lost the meaning of life, I stopped sleeping at night to sleep during the day, and I verbally abused my mother. I lived in a bad mood, without hope for anything, I did not want to bathe, and throughout my life I had a very mediocre relationship with my father. Until February 21, totally immersed in anguish, depression, and tired of having dark and demonic nightmares, I decided to give myself to Christ and tell him that I wanted to sleep peacefully and not have any more nightmares. The next day, not only did I wake up grateful for not having had nightmares, but I also had great faith and great respect for God. Then I nourished that faith by watching sermons, reading the Word, and congregating in the church where in 2021 they had presented me with the gospel message that I had decided to reject or not give it importance. Little by little things changed, the Lord showed me things never before seen or expected in my life, I was able to become completely friends with my father, stop being afraid of him and being his enemy, and I was filled with great joy for many months...
The problem is that my faith began to have ups and downs and a while ago due to some circumstances it weakened considerably.
This, without me realizing it (really), led me to Google (not YouTube this time), but without realizing it I went back to looking for what I had searched for at the end of 2022 before everything started to be chaos: "did Jesus really exist?"
There are many sites and developments made by historians who say that there is no evidence or secular texts (except those of Josephus, Tacitus, etc.) that speak of the existence of Jesus.
I wonder. If there is no solid recognized proof of the existence of Jesus...
Does it make sense to believe in something by faith that even in universities in history classes they teach as a myth?
What secular evidence do they know about the existence of Jesus?
Is it okay for a Christian who has already seen the hand of Christ (like me) to ask these questions or even demand proof that allows him to believe?
Thank you very much
The problem is that my faith began to have ups and downs and a while ago due to some circumstances it weakened considerably.
This, without me realizing it (really), led me to Google (not YouTube this time), but without realizing it I went back to looking for what I had searched for at the end of 2022 before everything started to be chaos: "did Jesus really exist?"
There are many sites and developments made by historians who say that there is no evidence or secular texts (except those of Josephus, Tacitus, etc.) that speak of the existence of Jesus.
I wonder. If there is no solid recognized proof of the existence of Jesus...
Does it make sense to believe in something by faith that even in universities in history classes they teach as a myth?
What secular evidence do they know about the existence of Jesus?
Is it okay for a Christian who has already seen the hand of Christ (like me) to ask these questions or even demand proof that allows him to believe?
Thank you very much