Chaus Kitty said:
Right now I'm trying to figure out what it is that I believe. To be honest, I'm leaning towards the idea of a more impersonal and formless higher power than Christians believe in, and reincarnation makes more sense to me than heaven and hell, but I want to give Christianity a chance, especially since I don't know that much about it.
If you converted to Christianity, what convinced you?
my reason for conversion, well here i go.
i became a Christian when i was 12 years old. i'll be honest with you, there was nothing to the extent of choice between one religion or the other. my dad was atheist until my parents split, and my mom was raised baptist. now my dad is luthern, and my mom is kind of like me, searching for a new church to go too.
i can't say what convinced me of Jesus Christ, because at my moment of conversion there was no stirring of the heart or some emotional time. actually, i was a Christian rock concert, Newboys, and the speaker that spoke after the show was over was Josh McDowell. honestly he just sounded like a preacher, nothing too big. so he had the invite, and i looked at my good friend at the time and said, "Do you want go down?" and that was that. we were all huddled in a huge place and they gave up brocheres about things, prayed and that was it.
in some ways the idea of God being my father was a big thing because back then and even still my father and i aren't close at all. but that does go away to a heighted degree as it was back then, just because i have grown up. so honestly my reasons for chosing Christianity was curiosity and basically the mentality of "Let's give this a whirl."
so for me personally, the pivatol question is why do i still believe? honestly, i cannot answer that. to believe in any surpreme being, takes mystical faith, whether Christian or not. yes, i am convicted in my heart that God is real, and that Jesus is the Way, but let's face it, it isn't based on scientific reasoning, or logical explanations to believe in something we cannot see, feel or touch. and then it requires faith that one man's actions thousands of years ago has any effect on my own life today. i'm sure i could go on and on about how i believe God has changed my life. i could give you the emotions, and certain moments that i believe God/"The Divine Being" intervened so i wouldn't waste my life away with failure. if you would ever want to know any of my own personal past, feel free to ask me and i'll share with you.
but, in my opinion, you have to understand one thing. there isn't one point in my opinion, that something convinced us. it takes faith to believe God's Word is His only word, it takes faith to believe that Christ's life is salvation (ie. His immaculate birth, His life, His death on the cross for our sins, His resurrection). i don't believe being a Christian is meant to answer the big questions in life. it isn't about believeing God like we used to believe in Santa Claus. it's about living and living in God the best we can. succeed the best we can until we die, and when we fail, we go to the One can fix us up and just live in that. Grow with God, change with God, get to know what God is all about instead of what He can do for you. i can honestly say there are things about me that wouldn't be the same if it wasn't by my convictions in life. now i'm not saying i'd be some junky out on the streets or something, but i know there would be things in my life that would be different.
all i can say is, if your looking for something to convince you in Christianity, you need to start out at basics and just live in God the best you can. i truly do believe Christianity is a journey. it isn't about coming to conclusions or anything, it's about living with God, and by the choice the Salvation in Christ's life saves us in the afterlife, but also here on this earth. and we get to know more about God, instead of just what He can do for us. so my best advice is just pray and make a conscience choice whenever you want to and ready.
if i may suggest anything to you is read the Gospels. this may start off a debate here, but i don't care if it does or not, but look at how Jesus lived. really dig deep into the Way Jesus lived His life. yes, the cross is important, but i think we as Christians seem to forget that Jesus chose to follow the Father, thus showing us that Jesus had the capability to go the other way, but He didn't. He followed through, He struggled with sin, but never sinned and remained perfect, a feat that i wish i could do. i say that because Christ had both man's nature, and God's nature in Him. His life in practice, lead to the biggest servitude any person can do, is sacrifice one's life for their friends. so i advise you to look at Jesus's life. His birth, the way He ministered to people, the amount of grace and love He had for humanity while He was alive, the way He lived and acted (dare i say, the amazing liberal He was for that day and still for this day). then look at His cross and see everything He lived come to a climatic point and a climatic day that gave a chance for real redemption. and then His resurection, a miralce beyond comprehension. i think this is a good starting point for people thinking about Christianity, plus we are all learning along the way

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