perhaps it's because God has something great planned for you. He calls us daily to "take up our cross" deny ourselves and follow him. it is not a call for the light-hearted and trails of many kinds seem to be baked in. Consider Moses, he had a problem with words too, perhaps he had Aspergers himself, and he was called for something great. After 40 years in Egypt then 40 years on the run he was then sent to lead Israel (at 80 years old)... he spent another 40 years wandering the desert and died looking at the place he was promised.So why did God bother to save my life so I can suffer through this antisocial pandemic? At least if I would have died I would have gone to Heaven happy.
In February after coming home from a Bible study game night I was nearly hit by a car. I was okay and at the time I thanked God for saving my life. Now I wish he would have taken it then.
Life was going fine for me I was socializing and going to Church then mid March everything including Church is shut down due to the pandemic.
The first month was fine catching up on exercise and education videos.
After which April rolls around and I start to indulge in inappropriate contentography.
Then the months drag on no Church just fake virtual Church and Zoom group meetings that grow old fast.
Now when I go out I see people wearing masks and avoiding each other.well should say that. Some creepy guy approached me at the park Saturday. I was afraid but left the park and now I am afraid to go out because of all the negative mask wearing.
The first month was fine catching up on exercise and education videos.
After which April rolls around and I start to indulge in inappropriate contentography.
Then the months drag on no Church just fake virtual Church and Zoom group meetings that grow old fast.
So why did God bother to save my life so I can suffer through this antisocial pandemic? At least if I would have died I would have gone to Heaven happy.
OK, I understand you have Aspergers and I have spent time with people who have that so have some understanding of it, but dont claim to be an expert. The fact is you have still chosen to follow a sinful path. Its easy for people to blame their circumstances on their health conditions but you still have to take responsibility for yourself. With Aspergers I know you will need some support for that and as you said there is still online services, zoom, phones, etc you can use and you could still arrange to see people as long as you maintained social distancing. So it really is not an excuse.Yes I have Asperger's and I struggle a lot. I like socializing even though I find it difficult with the cues, small talk. I find physical distancing, not going to Church or events very lonely.
I only started to indulge in inappropriate contentography in April after a productive month of exercise and education videos I got tired of the quarantine and an British adult website based in the Netherlands had my exact fetish desires.
I do have a close friend Justin who says the same thing thanks what you have. I do I just hate my Asperger's it is a real pain to want to be with people especially girls but not knowing what to say and appear proper and not sloppy.
That is why in heaven I will be cured of it and be able to live eternal life normal.
Yes I have Asperger's and I struggle a lot. I like socializing even though I find it difficult with the cues, small talk. I find physical distancing, not going to Church or events very lonely.
I only started to indulge in inappropriate contentography in April after a productive month of exercise and education videos I got tired of the quarantine and an British adult website based in the Netherlands had my exact fetish desires.
I do have a close friend Justin who says the same thing thanks what you have. I do I just hate my Asperger's it is a real pain to want to be with people especially girls but not knowing what to say and appear proper and not sloppy.
That is why in heaven I will be cured of it and be able to live eternal life normal.
I have to say im sorry about alot of the people who have responded in very unkind ways. There's a time to be told those things and a time to be dealt with tenderly. I know things are tough right now and the world may seem like it's falling apart around you. But think of what is happening in Ukraine still a civil war torn country where so many people are caught up in it.I keep thinking on how Jesus was alone for 40 days with no human interaction. Maybe just a stray animal here and there.
In February after coming home from a Bible study game night I was nearly hit by a car. I was okay and at the time I thanked God for saving my life. Now I wish he would have taken it then.
Life was going fine for me I was socializing and going to Church then mid March everything including Church is shut down due to the pandemic.
The first month was fine catching up on exercise and education videos.
After which April rolls around and I start to indulge in inappropriate contentography.
Then the months drag on no Church just fake virtual Church and Zoom group meetings that grow old fast.
Now when I go out I see people wearing masks and avoiding each other.well should say that. Some creepy guy approached me at the park Saturday. I was afraid but left the park and now I am afraid to go out because of all the negative mask wearing.
So why did God bother to save my life so I can suffer through this antisocial pandemic? At least if I would have died I would have gone to Heaven happy.
In February after coming home from a Bible study game night I was nearly hit by a car. I was okay and at the time I thanked God for saving my life. Now I wish he would have taken it then.
Life was going fine for me I was socializing and going to Church then mid March everything including Church is shut down due to the pandemic.
The first month was fine catching up on exercise and education videos.
After which April rolls around and I start to indulge in inappropriate contentography.
Then the months drag on no Church just fake virtual Church and Zoom group meetings that grow old fast.
Now when I go out I see people wearing masks and avoiding each other.well should say that. Some creepy guy approached me at the park Saturday. I was afraid but left the park and now I am afraid to go out because of all the negative mask wearing.
So why did God bother to save my life so I can suffer through this antisocial pandemic? At least if I would have died I would have gone to Heaven happy.
Tony Ramirez said: ↑
So why did God bother to save my life so I can suffer through this antisocial pandemic? At least if I would have died I would have gone to Heaven happy.
My Christian friends and the pastor of my church says the reason God has not taken me yet is because he has plans for me.
To me I don't see any plans just a bleak future.
Matter of fact this pandemic might make me lose my new friends just like I lost my last friends after which I backslided for 15 years.
You should hear the things I said about him when I backslided like you took everything away from me, I don't believe in you anymore to you don't exist.God will be there too; he'll never let you go and nothing will ever be able to stop him from loving
My Christian friends and the pastor of my church says the reason God has not taken me yet is because he has plans for me. To me I don't see any plans just a bleak future. Matter of fact this pandemic might make me lose my new friends just like I lost my last friends after which I backslided for 15 years.
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