when I first realized the truth I wanted to tell everyone what I had learned, because of how much it had affected me.
I can understand the feeling of wanting to share exitements one feel, but that does not mean it is true or correct. I been exited many times, and just as many times wrong.
My key point is: do not generalize when you do not have sufficnet evidence to do so.
I really felt the need to share my story, and for some it was inspiring.
Well, like I said, if it make people feel good and does not hurt anybody. Then who am I to judge...
As I said earlier, this is the way God can use someone to bring them to Him.
You are aware that you just made an unstained claim of explanation to an observed effect here, aren't you?
The effect you observed is: the power of God's words has none, nada, zip effect. An effect most, if not every, Christians noted. You explain this absent of power based on a biased belief ; because you see no effect and because you been promised that gods word are powerful to affect peoples mind then it must be that their minds are effected in someway even though you cannot see it right now. So you tell a story about "seeds" which are planted which in turn can be "watered" to later grow (in fact you did not even make up that story yourself but you was seeded with it, i.e told by someone). The whole purpose of this story is to explain why the power of God's words lack power when you speak them, it delays the moment of effect when you cannot observe it anymore. In other words, the story begs you to believ in faith that the power of God's word actually has an effect without providing any convincing evidence to support this claim of a delayed effect - an effect that you probably never will even observe since it most likely will be no such effect.
Don't you see how this is a self inflicted mind controlling system to help the mind deny the hars reality that God's words lack power?
I can't argue with Christians feeling bad. I certainly felt horrible about how I had been living my life prior to knowing Christ.
I don't know how you used to live your life. Why you feel it was horrible or even if it was actual horrible. For all I know it can just had been a feeling in your mind. I don't know. But it does not matter. What matters is they way you present religion. What you in effect say is that if you live a bad life then religion can offer you a better life to live. I dont dispute this. However, what about those that has a good life and don't believe. What do you have to offer them? Nothing...
If I may quote the Bible, this verse speaks on that very thing.
"For when you were slaves of sin, you were free in regard to righteousness. But what fruit were you getting at that time from the things of which you are now ashamed? For the end of those things is death. But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God, the fruit you get leads to sanctification and its end, eternal life. For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord." - Romans 6:20-23 ESV
To be honest, I don't think God has anything to do with how you feel now because the implication of it being true creates a very disturbing picture in my mind. For instance, why does god pick you to feel good, but not the little child that is dying in cancer, not to mention the child's parents? Your story is an anecdote, and a happy one. But fore every happy one I can tell you a hundred sad once. What you quote above is just more self imposed mind control to reinforce what you already believe to be true. I believe, whatever it was that made a change in your life, it is within yourself, and always has been. Sometime we just need a push to get over a threshold. Religion just help you get over some internal obstacles to reach that peace of mind you have now. Like I said, it was a cure that worked for you.