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why am i getting this? bizarre and creepy

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Wow, not a big deal?? I happen to disagree with that counselor.... I don't see you that way at all. What you experienced was very damaging. Goodness, a father is supposed to love and protect his children, not threaten and inflict pain.

i dont know, my curent therapist takes your view more. he also says it sounded like as a child i maybe fdidnt get enough attention and this created a black hole inside me....so either i push love away (too frightening) or i demand more and more of it... he says he is pretty sure there was some neglect i have forgotten. he did say difuclt ot be sure because i can remebr so littl eof my earlier years (thank God) but he says it seems like there was some attachment disorder there. he says i act out like th eway he has seen children who have been in foster care act..... it scares me...i had two christian parents living together, middle class home, nice school.....yet such a sense of inner deprivation
 
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We are not supposed to belittle the person asking for advise or debate in the advise forum. I get the suspicion but I think this is starting to border into things we should not be doing.

I have never used divination

i have never had prophetic gifting, ok. i ditn realise that until today;. i just dint know. why do people get so bothered by this stuff?
 
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Then I was mistaken for posting to you on the level of advice that I did. I admit my fault on that.

In the particular post of your admitting to having divination in your family.. the mental health issues and other personal issues.. you said nothing in that post about being mistaken, you posted in a way of finally speaking the truth.. so I'm not quick to accept your subsequent disclaimer.. but then I'm not in the position of judging you, but only myself.

Your mental health issues are perhaps not stable enough to discern what is fact and what isn't.

God knows your life and He knows your heart. I pray that someone else's words will minister to you far better than my mistaken endeavor.
 
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sister, chill out. breathe deep.....relax...

ok. i admit it wasn;t God. it wasnt satan, it wasnt divination. it i sjust my ilness. let us all relax ok? it is no biggie.

i wil think of an excuse to tell my church and the prophetic group am in as to why i wont minsiter anymore. i will tell them am having a rest or sababtical or somethiing. i might tell them am having some kind of breakdown,. i have been feeling very depressed lately. maybe an exxuse for me to have a stay at home vacation or something?

i'm not worried about it. neither should be. ok, so i dont have nay sopiritual gifts. that is ok. i have Jesus and that is what matters. we shoudl rejoice our names are in the book of life, shouldn't we?
 
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it i sok i dont think i need any minstry anymore. i know i wasnt using nay spiritual gift when i spoke those words of prophecy. it was nothign spiritual. just a hallucination.

God is ok with it. i made a msitake thats all. God has forgiven everything . i will put htis behind me and forget it never happened.

it was a mistake. just lie when i lied about the rape etc as a child. God wants me to forget it now and look forward to my glorious future ahead with Him.
 
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I iwll write to he church this evening. just tell them am having some time off for a few months and in tht time they can appoint someone else to minister for them, and the prophecy group.....i will forgrt the words i gave those strangers. they will have forgotten them now......no restitution is neccessary. no one needs t know about this....between me and God.

if they ask anythign i will jsut say am poorly
 
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sister, chill out. breathe deep.....relax...
I've endeavored to be relaxed in my responses to you. If you read them otherwise then count it up to being a masculine trait.
ok. i admit it wasn;t God. it wasnt satan, it wasnt divination. it i sjust my ilness. let us all relax ok? it is no biggie.
I agree. All is my fault. Not yours.
Stepping back and taking a duration of receiving ministry from others rather than always giving out is always advisable.
i'm not worried about it. neither should be. ok, so i dont have nay sopiritual gifts. that is ok. i have Jesus and that is what matters. we shoudl rejoice our names are in the book of life, shouldn't we?
A very good reminder for each of us saved children of God.

Peace
 
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God heals all wounds!
 
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not sure hat you mean by disclaimer though? am thankful for your post?
 
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that is true!
 
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Intrustive thoughts are horrible, it's kind of like a weed you outgrow as a tree, (metaph.) but it takes a long time. Trust issues quite often.

The origin of these thoughts is the type of sin explained in Romans 7, it's not a sin you commit, it where the desire for sin comes from within all people.
 
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interstingly enough i DID used to speak in tongues. but in the private prayer language sense. which may or may not be valid today- i dont really know. i dont know how important it is. i di dfind edifying an dhelpful
 
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I have never used divination

i have never had prophetic gifting, ok. i ditn realise that until today;. i just dint know. why do people get so bothered by this stuff?

@Michie was not saying anything against you she was defending you. You really do need not to take everything seriously. My wife has OCD and sounds like you when anybody tells you things, her thing is "I'm a bad person" because she take things out of context and to seriously. So please don't take things so seriously and don't think your a bad Christian or whatever when someone is trying to help. It may seem like criticism that is bad but it is not.
 
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masculine? i dont have nay masucline traits. am fully female? lol
 
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Trust issues definitely the case with me. i often joke that i was born with no sense of trust. born to fight people and fear them.

i think this is why i am uneasy on the subject of demons or mental health issues being rooted in sin.. i look back at my life and think i was always unable to trust people. which means possibly some people are born with demons? i am convinced i was. in fact deep down, i know i was one of those bad seed children.

often it nature not nurture.
 
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