You can eat freely from every tree but one. Just think, there were thousands of trees in the Garden, but the temptation of man was for one. Isn't that just like us, we get so focused on the one tree we can't have that we neglect the plenteous freedom of all the other trees available to us. No, we'd rather pursue that which is not our own. That usually causes a wound that essentially paralyzes the rest of our lives. Your spiritual journey through that wound could reveal more than you ever thought possible. Instead of shrinking away in guilt, walk it out in triumph. There is no life lived without Him. He is life and without Him you are a dead man walking. He has placed virtually no restrictions on the pleasures (trees) around us. To think that God is working purposely against you is insane; He ALONE is the one who loves you furiously and with an addictive intent. You are His passion, His desire, the apple of His eye, His thoughts are only thoughts of good towards you with an expected end that is phenomenal, for lack of a better word. Get to know you by getting to know Him. Now, that requires work on your part, but don't you want someone to work for your attention and affection too? It's no different for God. He wants to know that you love Him and want Him enough to chose Him. To chose Him is to chose life. Lurking deep down in the darkest alleys of your soul is an intensity to be loved. Give God permission to arrest your agenda's and your tormentor. Let Him give the death sentence to vilify you once more.
Don't you think it's worth it, I mean to truly live, don't you?
Don't you think it's worth it, I mean to truly live, don't you?