space said:
The "neither am I a sinner" statement was related to having the knowledge of good and evil. I don't think that's what God wanted Adam and Eve to have. I think he wants us to have the knowledge of the truth and believe it. From my understanding, the knowledge of good and evil is having the knowledge that things are either good or bad. On the sixth day of creation, I read that all God created was very good. Weren't Adam and Eve created naked? And didn't the serpent want them to realize that they were naked, which later on caused them to feel shameful of themselves (even though they felt shameful of the way God made them)? Why would you let someone know that they're wicked and need to repent, if they are who they are because that's the way God made them? I will admit that I haven't always been right in my beliefs.
As far as the "I'm full of myself" statement, if you've ever met me, you'd know that I'm a pretty laid back person. I'm not the kind of person who's gonna be a jerk to your face as it's not in my heart to do so. I do get frusterated and have a lot of questions that I can't think about all at once. I think it's more frustration than being full of myself.
Hello again!
I was worried that you might be offended by my statement "you are just a little full of yourself." Agreed, it may have been a little strong, considering I do not know you, but I made it in response to the tone of some of your earlier statements, mainly the ones implying that you don't think you are a sinner. It takes quite a self-righteous attitude to be able to make those kinds of statements. Anyway, I'm glad you "took it in stride" without flaming out on me, and also thank you for the additional insight into your character.
Let me address your concerns about Adam and Eve. You are correct that all that God created was good, in fact it was perfect. Adam and Eve were created in perfection. There was no disease, their bodies did not degenerate, they would have lived forever. And the Bible says that they walked with God. God would manifest himself in the Garden and talk to them directly. They had fellowship together, and there was harmony. This is what God wanted, and the reason for their creation. God's desire was to love and be loved by them.
Now Satan was once the most beautiful and glorious of God's angels. He was probably the angel that enjoyed the highest position in God's hierarchy. But he became obsessed with his beauty, glory, and position, and he wanted more. He said in his heart "I will be like the Most High." (Is. 14:14) His pride and jealousy came between him and God, and because of it, God stripped him of his position and authority. Satan became the enemy of God and continues to seek to ruin all that God does.
Have no doubt, Satan is and has always been a very powerful being. And one of his most powerful weapons is placing doubt in people's minds about what God has said.
When God placed Adam and Eve in the Garden, they were perfect, and innocent, and yes, naked. You have to understand that nakedness, when exercised in God's perfect will, is not shameful, not wrong. You can see this today- looking at a naked baby does not induce feelings of shame; sex or nakedness in marriage doesn't either. This is because babies are innocent, and marriage was an institution of God and part of his will. So Adam and Eve were not ashamed of their nakedness while they were in a state of innocence and perfection.
I think you are correct that God didn't want Adam and Eve to have the knowledge of evil. Don't you try to shield your loved ones from bad things? He desired that they live in perfect harmony with him. But he did create them with freedom of choice, free will. This is demonstrated in that God gave Adam authority in naming the animals and the maintenance of the Garden. And God desired that they love and obey him of their own free will. Nothing was to be forced on them. I agree with many Biblical scholars that the tree of knowledge of good and evil was placed in the Garden to test their will to be obedient to his will. We can see this because after placing them in a perfect world with everything they could possibly need or desire, he gave them instructions not to eat the fruit of the ToKoG & E or they would die. This "death" is twofold, meaning physical death and spiritual death. It is probably certain that Adam and Eve didn't understand what this implied, God couldn't go into detail without exposing them to the knowledge of evil, but then, understanding isn't necessary for obedience.
Enter Satan. He didn't give a hoot about whether A & E knew they were naked, his only desire was to disrupt God's perfect world. So he placed doubt in Eve's mind which led her to question and ultimately disobey God. Their shame at their nakedness is a secondary issue to the fact that they knew they had disobeyed God and didn't want to face him because of it. More correctly, it was sorrow because they realized their error. With their sin, God's perfection was broken. Sorrow and pain immediately entered the world. God placed a curse upon the ground and their physical bodies, which began degenerating to the point of death. In sinning, the spiritual bond they had with God was severed, and spiritual death came upon them. And because of Adam and Eve's new-found knowledge of good and evil, the ability to sin entered the world and passed on to all men since.
Why would you let someone know that they're wicked and need to repent, if they are who they are because that's the way God made them?
They were no longer the "way God made them." God made them perfect, but they corrupted themselves and did so of their own choosing. So many people try to use "that's the way God made me" as an excuse. But that's not really the case is it? When you come into the world, you are innocent, but as you grow, your parents try to teach you right from wrong. And at some time in your youth, your decisions become your own to make, right or wrong. These decisions can be made in alignment with God's will or in opposition to God's will.
One of the things Paul writes, when referring to homosexuals, is that they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, so God gave up on them. I am not straight and I don't know who exactly Paul is referring to in Romans 1, but I think that would be a lie about myself. I didn't even know what was going on when I turned out to be attracted to males at the age of 6 or 7.
In this admission, I think the source of your frustration and searching finally comes out. The Bible does say that in God's eyes, homosexuality is an abomination. (Lev. 18:22) Like he did with Eve, in casting doubt about what God said, Satan has placed the lie in your mind that "homosexuality is okay because God made you that way." But let me defer to what William MacDonald has to say in the Believer's Bible Commentary:
"It is true that some people seem to have a natural tendency toward homosexuality. This should not be surprising, since fallen human nature is capable of just about any form of iniquity and perversion. The sin does not consist in the inclination toward it but in yielding to and practicing it. The Holy Spirit gives the power to resist the temptation and to have lasting victory (1Co_10:13). Some of the Christians in Corinth were living proofs that homosexuals need not be irrevocably bound to that lifestyle (1Co_6:9-11).
The gospel offers pardon and forgiveness to homosexuals, as it does to all sinners who repent and believe in the Lord Jesus Christ. Christians who have fallen into this heinous sin can find forgiveness and restoration through confessing and forsaking the sin. There is complete deliverance from homosexuality to all who are willing to obey God's word. Ongoing counseling assistance is very important in most cases."
Paul does indeed talk about God giving up on people in certain cases. But, I don't think that you, Space, are one of those that God has given up on yet. The reason is that he has placed it in your heart to search for the truth. He is still working to bring you into repentance. The ball is really in your court. The question is: are you willing to admit to God, and yourself, that you are a sinner, in need of a Savior from the consequences of sin? Do you want the life-giving change that Christ can make in your life? Christ is able to deliver you.
Hoping you have a Very Merry Christmas!