I know this question has been asked a hundred times over here and sure all over the web in similar forums. The problem I have is no one seems to give me a finite answer about where evil comes from. This something that I think about from time to time and have pursued because the answers I have been give dont satisfy the question that keeps coming to my mind.
I am reborn Christian and let Jesus take over my life 4 years ago. I have prayed for God to give me peace in this quest and lead me to a life that I let him handle these burdens for me but I cannot seem to shake my old way of thinking. I was a law student many years back and was going to concentrate in prosecution of child abusers. I would become full of rage and malice towards those that hurt children. It fueled my desire to get the education. I discovered Jesus Christ and realize that God is the only true Judge in all matters such as this and I could not pretend to be God and judge those in his place. He has a plan that will deal with those that I feel wrong children.
This however is where the question came into my mind and I cant seem to shake it. where does this evil come from? it filled my mind up and I would think about what I could mean but I could find no answer. I tried to let it go but its almost as if I need the answer to move on. I began my search simply enough asking those around me who brought me to Christ what they though. Many of them would give me the same answer Satan brings evil to this world. I asked a couple of group leaders in my church the question and got similar answers. I even e-mailed the Pastor of my church and asked him. God gave us free will to choose a life following Jesus and to let him worry. To live in his light and behold the wonders that God has created. There are those who will choose another path and bring evil into this world. That is what I got from him. I understand that Jesus is the real path to God but it still doesnt answer my question where does evil come from? if we bring it into the world where from? From Satan? If he brings it into this world where did he bring it from? This made me think terrible thoughts like who gives Satan the power to be Evil or bring it into this world? or if we bring it in to this world why would God allow this?
I have trouble sleeping at night because of this, but also because I cant find the answers. Its the lack of responses from some people that seem to bring me more pain as several of the places I have contacted never responded to me. I know its seems like a taboo subject but I feel that God has sent me on this quest to find the answers because of the lack of answers I have been given, A way to bolster in those who share my thoughts a solid answer to give.
Thank you for your response, for your time and thoughts. God bless you.
I am reborn Christian and let Jesus take over my life 4 years ago. I have prayed for God to give me peace in this quest and lead me to a life that I let him handle these burdens for me but I cannot seem to shake my old way of thinking. I was a law student many years back and was going to concentrate in prosecution of child abusers. I would become full of rage and malice towards those that hurt children. It fueled my desire to get the education. I discovered Jesus Christ and realize that God is the only true Judge in all matters such as this and I could not pretend to be God and judge those in his place. He has a plan that will deal with those that I feel wrong children.
This however is where the question came into my mind and I cant seem to shake it. where does this evil come from? it filled my mind up and I would think about what I could mean but I could find no answer. I tried to let it go but its almost as if I need the answer to move on. I began my search simply enough asking those around me who brought me to Christ what they though. Many of them would give me the same answer Satan brings evil to this world. I asked a couple of group leaders in my church the question and got similar answers. I even e-mailed the Pastor of my church and asked him. God gave us free will to choose a life following Jesus and to let him worry. To live in his light and behold the wonders that God has created. There are those who will choose another path and bring evil into this world. That is what I got from him. I understand that Jesus is the real path to God but it still doesnt answer my question where does evil come from? if we bring it into the world where from? From Satan? If he brings it into this world where did he bring it from? This made me think terrible thoughts like who gives Satan the power to be Evil or bring it into this world? or if we bring it in to this world why would God allow this?
I have trouble sleeping at night because of this, but also because I cant find the answers. Its the lack of responses from some people that seem to bring me more pain as several of the places I have contacted never responded to me. I know its seems like a taboo subject but I feel that God has sent me on this quest to find the answers because of the lack of answers I have been given, A way to bolster in those who share my thoughts a solid answer to give.
Thank you for your response, for your time and thoughts. God bless you.