- Sep 25, 2017
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I have had many instances of God using me to speak to others, some edifying, some warnings....I really didn't ask for this gift. I wanted to operate in the gifts of healing...but it wasn't meant to be I suppose...the thing most disturbing is my friends, family and church family stopped hanging around me. I had one of them tell me because they didn't want me to know their sin...I explained I don't think it works like that. I was young and really didn't understand the gift myself...I only knew that obedience was the most important thing. Now after years of despise, abuse and rejection I am empty. What did I do wrong? I still see into peoples lives but I don't share anymore. This has caused much grief and anguish and separation of relationship between me and my Father. Please help me understand.