What's on your mind? (63)

[The Ginger]

How many miles am I going to run today?

 

[Deidre32]

Lol I enjoy running Ginger, sounds like good thoughts.

 

[The Ginger]

My run was really refreshing.

 

[Owlette]

It really eats away at you after awhile :/

Hope you feel better now. I totally understand that feeling.

 

[ChildOfTheLight]

It's crazy to think God has always been there. He was there the night I overdosed, He was there every time I was arrested. He was there through my parents divorce. He was there the day I learned to talk all the way to the day I got rushed to the hospital for 3rd degree burns on my feet. He was even there when I cursed and shouted at the heavens drunk as all get out because my life was falling apart. He has always been there for me. All he ever wanted was me to accept him and live like he intended me too. I am truly blessed and beyond stoked for more of him! Also excited to see where this journey takes me. I know where the finish line is but I am enjoying the scenery before I touch down up there in the sky

 

[The Ginger]

I am tired and might as well go to be early tonight because I am bored.

 

[Deidre32]

I broke up with someone and while I'm over him/the relationship, the reason we broke up, was because I discovered so many lies that he was telling. Mainly hiding the fact that he was seeing women behind my back. Lying about it all. I dated a 'bad guy' prior to him, too. The common denominator is me, in 'choosing' men who have treated me poorly. I've done a lot of work on myself since all of this, but...the lies. I found out more today, after all this time. I had been healing from this, and then, feel set back...from hearing about more lies. Friends who thought I knew.

I didn't know. And I just want to say, that if a god exists, may he/it/whatever it is, help me. Help me get past this humiliation that this man put me through.

Anyway, that was a really long post to tell you all what's on my mind right now. lol

 

[scraparcs]

I broke up with someone and while I'm over him/the relationship, the reason we broke up, was because I discovered so many lies that he was telling. Mainly hiding the fact that he was seeing women behind my back. Lying about it all. I dated a 'bad guy' prior to him, too. The common denominator is me, in 'choosing' men who have treated me poorly. I've done a lot of work on myself since all of this, but...the lies. I found out more today, after all this time. I had been healing from this, and then, feel set back...from hearing about more lies. Friends who thought I knew.

I didn't know. And I just want to say, that if a god exists, may he/it/whatever it is, help me. Help me get past this humiliation that this man put me through.

Anyway, that was a really long post to tell you all what's on my mind right now. lol

I still hold out hope of a good man out there. I'm not so sure about a good man out there who can deal with me though!

 

[Deidre32]

I still hold out hope of a good man out there. I'm not so sure about a good man out there who can deal with me though!

lol

Times like these, I wish I had remained Christian, and had become a nun. Then at least, dating would be off the table...and I'd have one less thing to concern myself about. lol

Tomorrow is a new day.

 

[Owlette]

I keep thinking about how close I was to some of my relatives, but then we all grew up and now I haven't had a real conversation with any of them for years.

 

[scraparcs]

lol

Times like these, I wish I had remained Christian, and had become a nun. Then at least, dating would be off the table...and I'd have one less thing to concern myself about. lol

Tomorrow is a new day.

Nun of that talk, but you convent here.

 

[The Ginger]

Woke up because some idiot pulled the fire alarm in the dorms. Grrrrr!!!!!!

 

[Strider1002]

Woke up because some idiot pulled the fire alarm in the dorms. Grrrrr!!!!!!

Ahh, dorm life

 

[The Ginger]

Ahh, dorm life

Fun Fun Fun.

 

[scraparcs]

Ahh, dorm life

I remember being at camp in junior high, we stayed at some dorms and one fun night they pulled the fire alarm in the middle of the night. Ironically, I don't ever remember a fire alarm being pulled the years I lived in the dorms when I was in college.

 

[The Ginger]

The person who pulled it was probably drunk.

 

[scraparcs]

The person who pulled it was probably drunk.

I don't remember anyone drinking alcohol in college either....wait, does Zima count? 90s life...

 

[The Ginger]

I don't remember anyone drinking alcohol in college either....wait, does Zima count? 90s life...

Zima would count, I think.

 

[MehGuy]

Christianforums fanfiction..

 

[Rhamiel]

Christianforums fanfiction..

oh oh can I be part of your fanfic!!!!

and that is the most pathetic thing I have ever said, I can only return honor to my family with seppuku now...