Maybe I'll go to a church tomorrow, maybe I'll find Jesus, maybe I'll renounce my sinful lifestyle, maybe I'll become a missionary, maybe I'll save other people and spread the message, maybe I'll be an important figure in Christindom someday, maybe I'll finally do something in life that matters, maybe.
Maybe I'll go to a church tomorrow, maybe I'll find Jesus, maybe I'll renounce my sinful lifestyle, maybe I'll become a missionary, maybe I'll save other people and spread the message, maybe I'll be an important figure in Christindom someday, maybe I'll finally do something in life that matters, maybe.
I don't seem to have much to say tonight.
I don't squirm
I don't turn
I don't flutter around,
I don't learn
I stand firm behind the love that I've found
Should we just announce to CF singles that we are actually brother and sister in real life?
no delete asap!
I really have no idea what the secret is how to get past friendships back that I've lost. I've spent months trying to figure it out with no success and I have no more strength for it..maybe I'm just dumb. Or maybe God doesn't want me to have these friendships. I don't know, and I'm done worrying about it. It sucks being kept at a distance and its the most frustrating thing ever, but what else am I supposed to do? I quit.
Wine.
Then my paper possibly.
It appears that a good number of my class was invited to her wedding....I can't tell yet if he was, but the pictures are starting to roll in on FB since my class can't keep any secrets to themselves. I don't know if he would even go if invited since that crowd isn't really his crowd.
I asked her once about him and she replied that they were friends, but she found him boring. And I remember being so glad because I stay away from interesting men. She also found me to be a crashing bore, but c'est la vie. School does that to you.