I went through the same thing going through the church. I started to get very skeptical, not of God, but of the Bible. I'd ask tough questions and get the same garbage answers from everyone one as if they all rehearsed the same answers. I decided I'd leave the church and see if I could live without it. I did for a while. I wish I could say that I had an epiphany that sorted out my skepticism but I didn't. I had a dark night of the soul that nearly left me dead. And there was this voice that shook me, saying "endure", "endure"..."endure". He gave me the strength to go home, and every night I would suffer tremendously. I told my mom to pray for me and she did. I knew every night when she forgot to pray for me because the torment would start again.
Skepticism is very easy, and answers are very hard. So after I recovered I started studying the ANE, philosophy, and Biblical scholarship to handle my own skeptical questions and to be a person in the world that will not cause what happened to me, and probably you as well in the church. You never know when Gods going to meet me you, even when He seems so distant and blocked by obstacles.