what makes me happy!

[evenangelsfall]

i thought id list what makes me happy at the moment as i feel realy terrible today

-Damian
-my bands
-giging wit my bands
-singing in general
-dancing
-ray lamontagne
-doing and acomplishing thins i didnt think i could do
-loveing people who love me back
-my lil brother
-writing songs with friends
-going to partys

wow lets way that up with the bad as i think its more

-being late all the tme
-my inability to be normal
-the fact i swear to much
-my drug and drink consumption
-my confused brain
-the fact i always want what i cant have
-sore throuts
-music alevel
-bach chorals
-me


overal i have more to be happy about so why dont u way the bad with the good you willl surprise youself

 

[.chrys.]

Happy=

• Life.
• People: 3Rs and a D.
• Human kindness.
• Music.
• Art.

Sad=

• Life's baggage.
• People: those who've walked away from me.
• Human evils.
• Solitude.
• Cold toes.

I tend to think life balances itself out with the good and the bad.

 

[AWorkInProgress]

i thought id list what makes me happy at the moment as i feel realy terrible today

-Damian
-my bands
-giging wit my bands
-singing in general
-dancing
-ray lamontagne
-doing and acomplishing thins i didnt think i could do
-loveing people who love me back
-my lil brother
-writing songs with friends
-going to partys

wow lets way that up with the bad as i think its more

-being late all the tme
-my inability to be normal
-the fact i swear to much
-my drug and drink consumption
-my confused brain
-the fact i always want what i cant have
-sore throuts
-music alevel
-bach chorals
-me


overal i have more to be happy about so why dont u way the bad with the good you willl surprise youself

Heya sister,

Talking to my bro last night. Talking to me about how he see all the war and death and destruction out there. How he thinks we are a failed experiment at times.

I made a point that the world is drowning in sin. Where there is death and destruction, he had a blind eye to all the good people out there. Thoughs who rebuild lives, families, towns, countries, and the start of something new. We all see the evil and give up with despair, yet there are those who put their fears into the hands of God. They see a time for service and sacrifice.

I tell you the truth, if you believe there is no way out. Then you give up and stop loving yourself and others. If you believe that there is a way out, you love yourself. Even that thin thread of hope. Realize that you are human, more you love yourself and others. The stronger that hope will become, and over time that list of negitives will wipe away like the sins Jesus forgave.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

4 Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud 5 or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. 6 It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. 7 Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.

Remember you grew up in world drowning in sin. God's love, TRUE LOVE will seem very opposite from society. Learn it, live it, and love it. Love will always break the fall.

Lastly, about "my inability to be normal". I tell you the truth, God made us all very special. We are not robots the come off the assembly plant. We are spirited human beings. We are all gifted and unique in our own way. Being normal is just fear of being embrass by your uniqueness. The fear of sticking out of the crowd. God is not about being part of the crowd, but freeing ourselves to be who we are meant to be.

hehe make my point, remember when I was researching the positive side of ADD. Found this fun video that said it all for me. Click here!

Ok this is my third edit. lol Since you love music, think this can resonate with you. Meant to Live...

 

[evenangelsfall]

Heya sister,

Talking to my bro last night. Talking to me about how he see all the war and death and destruction out there. How he thinks we are a failed experiment at times.

I made a point that the world is drowning in sin. Where there is death and destruction, he had a blind eye to all the good people out there. To rebuild lives, families, towns, countries, and the start of something new. We all see the evil and give up with despair, yet there are those who put their fears into the hands of God. They see a time for service and sacrifice.

I tell you the truth, if you believe there is no way out. Then you give up and stop loving yourself and others. If you believe that there is a way out, you love yourself with that even that thin thread of hope. Realize that you are human, more you love yourself. Stronger that hope will become, and over time that list of negitives will wipe away like the sins Jesus forgave.



Remember you grew up in world drowning in sin. God's love, TRUE LOVE will seem very opposite from society. Learn it, live it, and love it. Love will always break the fall.

Lastly, about "my inability to be normal". I tell you the truth, God made us all very special. We are not robots the come off the assembly plant. We are spirited human beings. We are all gifted and unique in our own way. Being normal is just fear of embrassing your uniqueness, fear of sticking out of the crowd. God is not about being part of the crowd, but freeing ourselves to be who we are meant to be.

hehe make my point, remember when I was researching the positive side of ADD. Found this fun video that said it all for me. Click here!

Ok this is my third edit. lol Since you love music, think this can resonate with you. Meant to Live...

thank you thats a realy cool replycxxxxxx

 

[AWorkInProgress]

thank you thats a realy cool replycxxxxxx

My pleasure.

Wow I made lot of mistakes lol Hopefully I edited them all out.