Blessed are the Pure in Heart for they shall see God. Matthew 5:8
The question is not Does God Love Me? The question is Do I Love God?
Do I know, love, and seek God for no other reason than to know love and serve him?
These are the questions any Christian should ask themselves.
I tend to Calvinism because Calvin and I live in Biblical times here in East of Eden. Calvin's view of God and the hierarchy of heaven and hell matches my own view, particularly his clear gaze into the source and meaning of evil
For myself, wondering whether I am predestined or elected is a peculiar form of spiritual navel gazing. Yes, all of us fear we are unworthy of God but blaming Calvin for suggesting I may not be, is admitting that I either can't blame myself and I dare not blame God.
I realize I may not be elected but in the here and now, I love God. He is a friend of mine.
In the hereafter I feel God is perfectly free to choose His friends. He has my permission.
(should people who like Calvin be in this thread? Is there a thread for "What is right with Calvin"