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John 14 verse 26

[26] But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.


1 Corinthians 6 verse 15-20

[15] Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ? shall I then take the members of Christ, and make them the members of an harlot? God forbid.
[16] What? know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body? for two, saith he, shall be one flesh.
[17] But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit.
[18] Flee fornication. Every sin that a man doeth is without the body; but he that commiteth fornication sinneth against his own body.
[19] What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?
[20] For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's.


God asked me the question over 2 weeks ago "If I could handle what I have done." I can't give an answer. God has revealed to me a lot of the things I have that I am not aware of normally. Some of the following God has showed me in dreams for a few years is this:

- Me sleeping with many different persons over and over, being unable to control myself. Most of them popular people such as world leaders, celebrities, politicians and the list goes on

- Me singing and jumping up a little to the cheers of a few people while my children are looking at me

- Me sitting on people laps being drunk, laughing, and seemingly having a good time partying

- Me having sex in public

- Me unclothing myself in public many times over and over again.

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I know there is much more memories for me to have to deal with and I guess one day I will have all my memories.
 
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God has forgiven all of our sins. If you've repented you are forgiven. Satan likes to attack us and make us doubt God's forgiveness and believe that we are undeserving and worthless. Do you believe the blood of Jesus has covered all of your sins?
 
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If a spirit is asking you questions, by any means, ("accusations" or whatever), in any area, dreams, or in life, ect... Then it probably will not be satisfied (or shut up) (or leave you alone about it), till you answer with a definitive, definite answer... But be "sure" and be adamant and let it know that your 100% sure either way, then it should leave, unless it has more questions for you, then, address those very definitively, (and I would recommend quickly, or as soon as possible) ect, ect... (Matthew 5:25)

I know it can be exhausting, but even if it is an attack, once you've addressed all issues this way, it should, (and I would say it must), leave you alone (about it) after that, and have to leave...

The good news, is, it's an excellent way to get to fully "know yourself" and "who you are" (for sure) (by both who you are and who you are not) (for sure) and the truth about yourself and who you are...

Don't be wishy-washy, make a solid decision and stay and stick with it, and make and let it be clearly known... Once you begin to clearly know who you are (and who you are not) it does and will get easier...

You will be able to make and take your stand quickly and solidly on these things after that, and be very solid and sure about it... Which, as you clearly make it and that known, will usually "shut that one up" much, if not "all of the time" and cause him to leave and leave you alone for awhile... (Has been my experience anyway) (that I'm learning), the difficult part is it/he like to attack things I'm not so sure about, or have not, or have not wanted to decide for sure on yet, which can make things difficult sometimes...

Be praying for you...

BTW I am being asked things like this/these much of the time also, and have found this out...

For me the questionings is not coming in dreams (although I have noticed it does sometimes happen that way also) but I am being asked it in real life, nearly all or much of the time, it's very annoying...

It happens in this way, with my mental disorder that I have:

My letter to my doctor (on Schizophrenia)... Please read...

God Bless!
 
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John 14 verse 26

[26] But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.


1 Corinthians 6 verse 15-20

[15] Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ? shall I then take the members of Christ, and make them the members of an harlot? God forbid.
[16] What? know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body? for two, saith he, shall be one flesh.
[17] But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit.
[18] Flee fornication. Every sin that a man doeth is without the body; but he that commiteth fornication sinneth against his own body.
[19] What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?
[20] For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's.


God asked me the question over 2 weeks ago "If I could handle what I have done." I can't give an answer. God has revealed to me a lot of the things I have that I am not aware of normally. Some of the following God has showed me in dreams for a few years is this:

- Me sleeping with many different persons over and over, being unable to control myself. Most of them popular people such as world leaders, celebrities, politicians and the list goes on

- Me singing and jumping up a little to the cheers of a few people while my children are looking at me

- Me sitting on people laps being drunk, laughing, and seemingly having a good time partying

- Me having sex in public

- Me unclothing myself in public many times over and over again.

-


I know there is much more memories for me to have to deal with and I guess one day I will have all my memories.


God does not normally speak to people through dreams, though it may occasionally happen.
Usually God speaks through reality, guiding every instant you experience.
Your task in prayer, is to see His Hand in everything.

Dreams are your subconscious mind doing some "cleanup work" that doesn't get done while your awake. Don't assign much meaning to dreams.
 
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John 14 verse 26

[26] But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.


1 Corinthians 6 verse 15-20

[15] Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ? shall I then take the members of Christ, and make them the members of an harlot? God forbid.
[16] What? know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body? for two, saith he, shall be one flesh.
[17] But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit.
[18] Flee fornication. Every sin that a man doeth is without the body; but he that commiteth fornication sinneth against his own body.
[19] What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?
[20] For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's.


God asked me the question over 2 weeks ago "If I could handle what I have done." I can't give an answer. God has revealed to me a lot of the things I have that I am not aware of normally. Some of the following God has showed me in dreams for a few years is this:

- Me sleeping with many different persons over and over, being unable to control myself. Most of them popular people such as world leaders, celebrities, politicians and the list goes on

- Me singing and jumping up a little to the cheers of a few people while my children are looking at me

- Me sitting on people laps being drunk, laughing, and seemingly having a good time partying

- Me having sex in public

- Me unclothing myself in public many times over and over again.

-


I know there is much more memories for me to have to deal with and I guess one day I will have all my memories.


I'm a little confused about just what the situation is.

I just want to say this ... God can make us aware of sin, so that we repent, turn to Him, ask forgiveness, and go forward in Christ.

God does NOT hound us with sins - continually accusing - especially if it's not something you are continuing to do and it even sounds like you aren't aware you've done these things?

I'm going to be honest with you - someone else is called "the accuser". Someone else delights in reminding us of our sins. Someone else would lie to us and try to convince us we have sinned where we have not.

I have my doubts - serious doubts - that what you're hearing is the Holy Spirit, if I'm understanding you correctly.

You quoted John 14:26 - the context there is the Holy Spirit reminding the Apostles of teachings they received from Christ which they were not yet ready to fully comprehend.

Not the Holy Spirit reminding a person of sins they didn't even know they committed, and at the same time asking if you can live with yourself. That is very UNLIKE God, but very like the enemy of our souls.

Be careful.

God be with you.
 
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God has forgiven all of our sins. If you've repented you are forgiven. Satan likes to attack us and make us doubt God's forgiveness and believe that we are undeserving and worthless. Do you believe the blood of Jesus has covered all of your sins?
It's good simply to rest in repentance in the finished work of Christ at the Cross, by His grace.
 
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Acts 2 verse 16-21

[16] But this is that which was spoken by the prophet Joel;
[17] And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God,I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams:
[18] And on my servants and on my handmaidens I will pour out in those days of my Spirit; and they shall prophesy:

[19] And I will shew wonders in heaven above, and signs in the earth beneath; blood, and fire, and vapour of smoke:
[20] The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before that great and notable day of the Lord come:
[21] And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved.


Satanic Ritualistic Abuse, Human Trafficking, and Dissociative Identity Disorder. This is what I have been dealing with. Imagine someone saying they have seen you some place and you were not aware you were even there in the first place. Imagine that people see you doing things that you were not consciously aware of. This is what has happened to me.
 
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John 14 verse 26

[26] But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.


1 Corinthians 6 verse 15-20

[15] Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ? shall I then take the members of Christ, and make them the members of an harlot? God forbid.
[16] What? know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body? for two, saith he, shall be one flesh.
[17] But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit.
[18] Flee fornication. Every sin that a man doeth is without the body; but he that commiteth fornication sinneth against his own body.
[19] What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?
[20] For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's.


God asked me the question over 2 weeks ago "If I could handle what I have done." I can't give an answer. God has revealed to me a lot of the things I have that I am not aware of normally. Some of the following God has showed me in dreams for a few years is this:

- Me sleeping with many different persons over and over, being unable to control myself. Most of them popular people such as world leaders, celebrities, politicians and the list goes on

- Me singing and jumping up a little to the cheers of a few people while my children are looking at me

- Me sitting on people laps being drunk, laughing, and seemingly having a good time partying

- Me having sex in public

- Me unclothing myself in public many times over and over again.

-


I know there is much more memories for me to have to deal with and I guess one day I will have all my memories.
Matthew 21:31
“Which of the two did what his father wanted?” “The first,” they answered. Jesus said to them, “Truly I tell you, the tax collectors and the prostitutes are entering the kingdom of God ahead of you.
 
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Acts 2 verse 16-21

[16] But this is that which was spoken by the prophet Joel;
[17] And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God,I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams:
[18] And on my servants and on my handmaidens I will pour out in those days of my Spirit; and they shall prophesy:

[19] And I will shew wonders in heaven above, and signs in the earth beneath; blood, and fire, and vapour of smoke:
[20] The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before that great and notable day of the Lord come:
[21] And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved.


Satanic Ritualistic Abuse, Human Trafficking, and Dissociative Identity Disorder. This is what I have been dealing with. Imagine someone saying they have seen you some place and you were not aware you were even there in the first place. Imagine that people see you doing things that you were not consciously aware of. This is what has happened to me.
You talking about sleepwalking or something...? Or blackouts...?

I've had those at times, and I did not think it was me, not by what other people described... I've had whole day blackouts, and by what people who watching me and taking care of me described, I know it wasn't me...

God Bless!
 
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