- Mar 11, 2016
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- I don't understand how I keep having these nightmares, I don't have them every night but just when I least expect it.... I wasn't watchinganything scary before I slept so I don't understand how my mind conjured up this dream( I was actually watching a YouTube's give birth before I slept) anyway, here's the dream;
" at the hotel we stay at..there was a huge tornado coming...it has pink and purple...it was in the distance with the trees but it was coming. It threw me into a panic to the point I was speaking in tongues erratically... My brothers and I debated on whether we should go outside and outrun it...we debated back and forth and finally went. There were people who also standing and sitting outside there doors who lived here...so as we watched..the tornado would seem to start and stop, start and stop until it finally dispersed...and my brothers and I knew only God could do this because the tornado was big and sooo close,very close and for it to disperse...instead of kill us all could only be an act of god. We were all relieved...then my brother said look he's here. There was a picture of Jesus in the sky...it was a cloud, an orange cloud that resembled Jesus' likeness so much it looked like a picture in the sky. Then my brother said its time ( rapture; also if you don't believe in it please don't reply) the scene changed ...it went from sunset to blue night sky...but their was light in the middle( sorta like standing under a lamp post at night)
We heard a voice from the sky that was god...and he started naming people who were eligible to be raptured.... Everyone started to flock down...I grabbed my brothers hand and we went.( my other brothers disappeared- I see this as a bad sign) ....So god starts calling off peoples names...and eventually he calls mine ..I felt happy but also worthless because I wasn't doing my christian duties at all and was surprised I got in.... So me and this other girl who was going stood next to me( my little brother was gone) and we went... When we were "raptured" the place we came to didn't seem heavenliy,,,we were in front of a brown door...we opened it and ( this is a bit creepy) there was a couch and there was woman's head, very pretty but eerie...and some other parts .... But they looked like doll parts ....needless to say me and the other girl were freaked out... So we tried to get the eff out...then this crazy girl tried to stop us... But we got past her... And we came out and it was a neighborhood... There was a wall...I tried to get up and over it. So I could walk around...I did eventually...as I walked..,I saw this one girl... And her face glitched( like u could see double)then it went back to normal ..and thank god I woke up
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I'm posting this because this dream caused me great anxiety... Great anxiety.....and it helps to write it out.
I'm just wondering if it has a message what it could mean....
Also for the foot notes, I say it was bad my brothers disappeared because they're strong Christians in their faith...and the fact we didn't go the same place is telling...the fact the holding place was creepy as he'll was telling.... I don't think I went to a good place.... In the dream , I thought it had to be the first level of heaven ( Paul says there's 3, so I thought the first was. For people who do the bare minimum...like myself)
But now that I think of it.... I felt like maybe the place was a disguise..what do you think?
What do you think I should do? I'm tired of having scary dreams
