I can only talk about what i know. I was really just talking about myself. I have no idea what brother Jeshu was referring to exactly.
Same here, talking about my own experiences.
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I can only talk about what i know. I was really just talking about myself. I have no idea what brother Jeshu was referring to exactly.
Good point about fretting. One thing about anger is, that it requires immediate action. It demands things fast and takes a toll on you quickly. There is no patience in it, no room for any other things. Not that any anger can't be normal or even good - it can - but we weren't talking about that here.
I can only talk about what i know. I was really just talking about myself. I have no idea what brother Jeshu was referring to exactly.
The problem with me is that ever since my sexual assault as a kid I have suffered from psychotic rages, all my major psychoses were typified by murderous rages. I don't rage at people on the net or anywhere else or anything, neither do I fret about things, but I mainly rage at myself, hence my often crippling depression. I have raged at my loved ones while fully psychotic, hence my medical tag says - dangerous when psychotic - but normally this doesn't happen. God has also had a few goings over in the past, for which I'm still ashamed, in the end I have mainly directed my rage at satan, which has been the most constructive rage I have displayed in my life time.
I haven't raged for over four years, my psych medication really seemed to keep my anger under control but the last few weeks I have grown more and more irritable with myself again, and my mind has been accusing me non stop with wrong. Even though I'm on 3 times as much meds as I was when I stopped, the rage seems to becoming back again. Yesterday I tried to hand my angry mood over to God and empty myself right out, but I wasn't successful - it only got worse. The anger was literally burning in my soul. It simply bubbles up to overflowing and turned my day into hell.
I was clenching my teeth all day long my whole face hardens when that happens, when it gets really bad I will begin to gnash my teeth and find it impossible to sit still and I will march through my living room in an effort to get rid of the energy/anger/rage that bubbles out of me. Along with going psychotic it is the worst symptom I've got.
In the end I learned to rage at satan this has really helped me calm down over the years and given my a way out when my anger is impossible to contain, but yesterdays anger was not like that, it was fair and square directed at myself and my current circumstances. I literally tear myself to pieces when I go like that.
At the moment I'm feeling a lot calmer but I still clench my teeth at times so I know that the rage is just beneath the surface. Apart of psych medication, a little bit of weed really helps to get me out of my rages, this is why I have struggled with my weed addiction for so long, but otherwise nothing seems to help.
The bible says in your anger do not sin and do not let the sun go down on your anger - I have struggled very hard to make this a reality but so far I haven't been able to contain my rage without the use of some kind of drugs. In my last psychotic episode (four years ago) I cursed God to His face in my mindless rage, I certainly hope I'm not going to go through that again otherwise I might have to cut my tongue off.
My wife is very worried now, last week I had a mild psychotic episode and now the anger seems to be coming back again, she knows I'm taking my meds and she still sees these worrying symptoms flaring up, she doesn't want me to have a major psychotic episode again, neither of us want that to happen, neither do I want to use weed full time again to keep the rage at bay. Lets hope that Jesus is bringing the rage back so that He can deliver me from it, that would certainly be very welcome.
Prayers are very much appreciated.
My wife is very worried now, last week I had a mild psychotic episode and now the anger seems to be coming back again, she knows I'm taking my meds and she still sees these worrying symptoms flaring up, she doesn't want me to have a major psychotic episode again, neither of us want that to happen, neither do I want to use weed full time again to keep the rage at bay. Lets hope that Jesus is bringing the rage back so that He can deliver me from it, that would certainly be very welcome.
Prayers are very much appreciated.
Good night everyone. Hoping and praying for us all.
Good night, and thank you. Gonna eat something and doze off myself too.
I hope that Jesus will keep you both safe brothers sleep well.
The problem with me is that ever since my sexual assault as a kid I have suffered from psychotic rages, all my major psychoses were typified by murderous rages. I don't rage at people on the net or anywhere else or anything, neither do I fret about things, but I mainly rage at myself, hence my often crippling depression. I have raged at my loved ones while fully psychotic, hence my medical tag says - dangerous when psychotic - but normally this doesn't happen. God has also had a few goings over in the past, for which I'm still ashamed, in the end I have mainly directed my rage at satan, which has been the most constructive rage I have displayed in my life time.
I haven't raged for over four years, my psych medication really seemed to keep my anger under control but the last few weeks I have grown more and more irritable with myself again, and my mind has been accusing me non stop with wrong. Even though I'm on 3 times as much meds as I was when I stopped, the rage seems to becoming back again. Yesterday I tried to hand my angry mood over to God and empty myself right out, but I wasn't successful - it only got worse. The anger was literally burning in my soul. It simply bubbles up to overflowing and turned my day into hell.
I was clenching my teeth all day long my whole face hardens when that happens, when it gets really bad I will begin to gnash my teeth and find it impossible to sit still and I will march through my living room in an effort to get rid of the energy/anger/rage that bubbles out of me. Along with going psychotic it is the worst symptom I've got.
In the end I learned to rage at satan this has really helped me calm down over the years and given my a way out when my anger is impossible to contain, but yesterdays anger was not like that, it was fair and square directed at myself and my current circumstances. I literally tear myself to pieces when I go like that.
At the moment I'm feeling a lot calmer but I still clench my teeth at times so I know that the rage is just beneath the surface. Apart of psych medication, a little bit of weed really helps to get me out of my rages, this is why I have struggled with my weed addiction for so long, but otherwise nothing seems to help.
The bible says in your anger do not sin and do not let the sun go down on your anger - I have struggled very hard to make this a reality but so far I haven't been able to contain my rage without the use of some kind of drugs. In my last psychotic episode (four years ago) I cursed God to His face in my mindless rage, I certainly hope I'm not going to go through that again otherwise I might have to cut my tongue off.
My wife is very worried now, last week I had a mild psychotic episode and now the anger seems to be coming back again, she knows I'm taking my meds and she still sees these worrying symptoms flaring up, she doesn't want me to have a major psychotic episode again, neither of us want that to happen, neither do I want to use weed full time again to keep the rage at bay. Lets hope that Jesus is bringing the rage back so that He can deliver me from it, that would certainly be very welcome.
Prayers are very much appreciated.
The problem with me is that ever since my sexual assault as a kid I have suffered from psychotic rages, all my major psychoses were typified by murderous rages. I don't rage at people on the net or anywhere else or anything, neither do I fret about things, but I mainly rage at myself, hence my often crippling depression. I have raged at my loved ones while fully psychotic, hence my medical tag says - dangerous when psychotic - but normally this doesn't happen. God has also had a few goings over in the past, for which I'm still ashamed, in the end I have mainly directed my rage at satan, which has been the most constructive rage I have displayed in my life time.
I haven't raged for over four years, my psych medication really seemed to keep my anger under control but the last few weeks I have grown more and more irritable with myself again, and my mind has been accusing me non stop with wrong. Even though I'm on 3 times as much meds as I was when I stopped, the rage seems to becoming back again. Yesterday I tried to hand my angry mood over to God and empty myself right out, but I wasn't successful - it only got worse. The anger was literally burning in my soul. It simply bubbles up to overflowing and turned my day into hell.
I was clenching my teeth all day long my whole face hardens when that happens, when it gets really bad I will begin to gnash my teeth and find it impossible to sit still and I will march through my living room in an effort to get rid of the energy/anger/rage that bubbles out of me. Along with going psychotic it is the worst symptom I've got.
In the end I learned to rage at satan this has really helped me calm down over the years and given my a way out when my anger is impossible to contain, but yesterdays anger was not like that, it was fair and square directed at myself and my current circumstances. I literally tear myself to pieces when I go like that.
At the moment I'm feeling a lot calmer but I still clench my teeth at times so I know that the rage is just beneath the surface. Apart of psych medication, a little bit of weed really helps to get me out of my rages, this is why I have struggled with my weed addiction for so long, but otherwise nothing seems to help.
The bible says in your anger do not sin and do not let the sun go down on your anger - I have struggled very hard to make this a reality but so far I haven't been able to contain my rage without the use of some kind of drugs. In my last psychotic episode (four years ago) I cursed God to His face in my mindless rage, I certainly hope I'm not going to go through that again otherwise I might have to cut my tongue off.
My wife is very worried now, last week I had a mild psychotic episode and now the anger seems to be coming back again, she knows I'm taking my meds and she still sees these worrying symptoms flaring up, she doesn't want me to have a major psychotic episode again, neither of us want that to happen, neither do I want to use weed full time again to keep the rage at bay. Lets hope that Jesus is bringing the rage back so that He can deliver me from it, that would certainly be very welcome.
Prayers are very much appreciated.
My point is that it didnt hurt me and i dont think God was mad at me or anything. All things are lawful, but not all things edify. WE have liberty brother. Sometimes you got to do what you got to do.
Thank you everybody with all your concerns, prayers and support I really appreciate that. This is what knits us together in our common struggle with bad life all around us. I see love, compassion and concern for our fellow being displayed here and that really warms my heart.
Today I found out that I have copper poisoning, from the acidic rainwater going through our copper pipes. All the the psychiatric symptoms I got are part of or linked to copper poisoning so we might be on a winner here.
I'm going on a major diet and special vitamins course to replenish my magnesium, vitamins B complex and zinc levels and detox my liver and we are getting a filter to alkaline our drinking and washing water. It all makes a lot of sense, I we did notice these blue green stains on our tiles in the shower recess, but didn't know about copper poisoning.
I so hope that it has been copper poisoning that caused my illness to flare up and give me such a hard time because then I can get better from it, because I have copper poisoning and we can stop that from continuing completely.
Jeshu can you afford to buy a good water filter so you don't get copper poisoning? I bought a good Stefani water filter from Bunnings - I think it cost me under a $100. In fact Bunnings has a range of water filters for sale.
Also is it possible to get your doctor to prescribe folinic acid for you as this may help you. Folinic acid is a special form of vitamin B9 and can in certain case help in the treatment of anxiety. Click here: How a vitamin cured my anxiety.
Praying for you healing Jeshu.
Yes we are looking into getting a filter. We saw a new model that works for around 12 months before it needs a recharge and cost only 35 dollars, not sure if Bunnings carry it though but will check.
I'm on special detox tablets now and also vitamin C and B complex with a range of other supplements including zinc and magnesium. Hoping the effort will pay off. It were my physical symptoms such as clenching/gnashing of the teeth, insomnia and nausea that gave the whole thing away.