Like your sign says in your CF character PRAISE GOD!Why was that so hard? lol He is so nice! But I did it.
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Like your sign says in your CF character PRAISE GOD!Why was that so hard? lol He is so nice! But I did it.
Like your sign says in your CF character PRAISE GOD!
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I am so messed up and I had a severe panic attack tonight I just took a full 1 MG of a xanax, strong stuff that I haven't taken in 6 months, but this panic attack was horrible, one of the worst that i have had since the beginning of Jan. So many triggers lately which brings me back to how my parents HATE ME to the core, and the fact that I have absolutely NO FAMILY anymore, no one NOTHING. This emotion has built up for a while, that and the fact that I hate being left out, I can cope, I feel that I can't cope with much anymore. My best friend had a break down as well cause she knows how close I am to just packing up and giving up on life. I let her down, I tried to fight this. I am so angry very angry at my parents, these triggers have brought back those feelings of how angry I am at them. They are horrible people for what they did. I feel so alone, very alone, and it is eating me up like cancer.
I don't know what is going to happen to me anymore. I just need to escape all of this. The pain, the frustration that I feel of being a failure at every single thing in my life. I do feel like this. I have nothing to say for myself, meaning I have accomplished NOTHING in my life.
I want to disappear, I want to be gone. I hurt so deeply and I don't know how I can go on fighting, I am exhausted from all of this.
Here I was trying so damn hard weaning off my anti panic meds cause I had to and I took a full 1 MG of Xanax, I had to, that panic attack was over the top.
Well, I don't know how I can fight this. I really don't. It is so hard living when I feel all alone in this world, It is very hard for me.
I am so glad that no one has to go through this and that you all have at least one family member who loves you..... the ones who did love me are sadly gone, as in deceased. Gosh I miss them, they loved me for me.
I am all alone in this world, what else can I do but to just give up.
Thanks for listening, I do apreciate it.
I really wish there were some place you could literally run away to((((((((((((Derek))))))))))))))
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I am so messed up and I had a severe panic attack tonight I just took a full 1 MG of a xanax, strong stuff that I haven't taken in 6 months, but this panic attack was horrible, one of the worst that i have had since the beginning of Jan. So many triggers lately which brings me back to how my parents HATE ME to the core, and the fact that I have absolutely NO FAMILY anymore, no one NOTHING. This emotion has built up for a while, that and the fact that I hate being left out, I can cope, I feel that I can't cope with much anymore. My best friend had a break down as well cause she knows how close I am to just packing up and giving up on life. I let her down, I tried to fight this. I am so angry very angry at my parents, these triggers have brought back those feelings of how angry I am at them. They are horrible people for what they did. I feel so alone, very alone, and it is eating me up like cancer.
I don't know what is going to happen to me anymore. I just need to escape all of this. The pain, the frustration that I feel of being a failure at every single thing in my life. I do feel like this. I have nothing to say for myself, meaning I have accomplished NOTHING in my life.
I want to disappear, I want to be gone. I hurt so deeply and I don't know how I can go on fighting, I am exhausted from all of this.
Here I was trying so damn hard weaning off my anti panic meds cause I had to and I took a full 1 MG of Xanax, I had to, that panic attack was over the top.
Well, I don't know how I can fight this. I really don't. It is so hard living when I feel all alone in this world, It is very hard for me.
I am so glad that no one has to go through this and that you all have at least one family member who loves you..... the ones who did love me are sadly gone, as in deceased. Gosh I miss them, they loved me for me.
I am all alone in this world, what else can I do but to just give up.
Thanks for listening, I do apreciate it.
hi, i have been reading your post. i feel for you, it sounds to me that you need a friend. yeah i agree with ms. criada here that you need to seek help but i also think that you need a friend to support you and talk to you as well, not to push you away. i was once like you where i had no friends either, i have been pushed aside as well. please do not shut yourself off like this, i did this as well. my reasoning was that afraid of people, afraid that they were going to push me away. i don't know what your reasoning is, but there are people like me who want to be your friend before it is too late.((((((((((((Derek))))))))))))))
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I am so messed up and I had a severe panic attack tonight I just took a full 1 MG of a xanax, strong stuff that I haven't taken in 6 months, but this panic attack was horrible, one of the worst that i have had since the beginning of Jan. So many triggers lately which brings me back to how my parents HATE ME to the core, and the fact that I have absolutely NO FAMILY anymore, no one NOTHING. This emotion has built up for a while, that and the fact that I hate being left out, I can cope, I feel that I can't cope with much anymore. My best friend had a break down as well cause she knows how close I am to just packing up and giving up on life. I let her down, I tried to fight this. I am so angry very angry at my parents, these triggers have brought back those feelings of how angry I am at them. They are horrible people for what they did. I feel so alone, very alone, and it is eating me up like cancer.
I don't know what is going to happen to me anymore. I just need to escape all of this. The pain, the frustration that I feel of being a failure at every single thing in my life. I do feel like this. I have nothing to say for myself, meaning I have accomplished NOTHING in my life.
I want to disappear, I want to be gone. I hurt so deeply and I don't know how I can go on fighting, I am exhausted from all of this.
Here I was trying so damn hard weaning off my anti panic meds cause I had to and I took a full 1 MG of Xanax, I had to, that panic attack was over the top.
Well, I don't know how I can fight this. I really don't. It is so hard living when I feel all alone in this world, It is very hard for me.
I am so glad that no one has to go through this and that you all have at least one family member who loves you..... the ones who did love me are sadly gone, as in deceased. Gosh I miss them, they loved me for me.
I am all alone in this world, what else can I do but to just give up.
Thanks for listening, I do apreciate it.
I will NO LONGER post about anything negative EVER AGAIN on this site. This is a promise, I was told that people are probably getting sick of my morbid talk, they are getting sick of me! I will just not say a word about anything morbid or negative, period!
I will just keep my negative comments to myself and my real friends. Thank youNo body is sick of you. People are probably just worried because they care about you.