PLEASE read this all, I am scared out of my mind and I need advice.
I think God wants me to run away, and i am scared VERY SCARED.
See there is a new tenant that JUST moved here several days ago and he is one of those liar types (cheesy salesman type), he even admitted to it in his own way (please keep reading). I had a bad feeling about him when I met him , people have said that I have a gift of knowing when people are bad and good that i am usually right on about that.
Well this new tenant knows about how my best friend and I have to share a room cause of expenses next month. At first he was worried about the idea of 4 people sharing one bathroom but then he said he would find a way to work around it.
So tonight he told the landlord that there is no way in hell that he was going to share one bathroom with 3 other people that either the landlord keeps it at 3 people to one bathroom OR he moves out. He said cause he was from NJ and NYC area he knows how to lie to get people to believe HIM, yes he said that.
Knowing the landlord and her history with other new tenants she (the landlord) will throw both me and my best friend out, she threaten that on us before and she is already VERY UPSET about the idea of my best friend and I sharing one room to cut expenses. I tried to be honest and upfront with this guy and told him she had a history of threatening us to throw us out cause of it.
Well, he asked why I could not work, and I told him that I am disabled with a crippling panic disorder, he asked if I was collecting social security income and I said I got denied. And I told him how my mom doesn't want anything to do with me either, he shrugged his shoulders like OH WELL. He then ask is there ANY WAY I could work. I said the only condition that doesn't cause panic disorder with working is if I could work with just one other person that I KNOW well and get a long with, that way I could not deal with catty work behavior (being left out), which causes severe panic issues and I quit the job. SO he then said "WELL what the hell are you going to do if your best friend should drop dead, how will you live then??"
I said "EXCUSE ME???" I was so blown away that he had the nerve to ask me that after only knowing me for a few days
He DEMANDED me to answer the question. I said that it was none of his business.
Then he said "YOU KNOW WHAT, FORGET YOU!" and then he stormed off.
SO I have been SO PANICKY about this issue I don't know what this crazy guy has up his sleeve he sounds like a con artist and GOD ONLY KNOWS what he will do to me. I am SO SCARED to death, I even got sick cause of it
SO the ONLY solution to all of this is that I have to run away, things have been so bad since the car accident. I dont work and i got denied of Social Security Income and I KNOW the Landlord will take his side ESPECIALLY after he said he is a WONDERFUL liar and he can get ANYONE to believe him being that he is from NJ/NYC area (what ever that means).
AT THIS POINT, I just want my best friend to not have to take care of me cause look at what it has caused, her family no longer speaks to her cause she will not dump me off (YES they said that) so she can move home, then the landlord has to pick between my best friend and I or this liar.
What other solution is there at this point other than leaving, I don't work and SOME people are making me feel HORRIBLE for my best friend working while I stay home, Maybe I don't deserve the roof over my head. I guess I am just a HORRIBLE person for not working even my mom doesn't understand why I don't work, if i can't pay for rent or have no family then I should be with Jesus right? NO I am not talking about suicide I am talking about leaving for the woods, I don't know what else to do at this point
I think God wants me to run away, and i am scared VERY SCARED.
See there is a new tenant that JUST moved here several days ago and he is one of those liar types (cheesy salesman type), he even admitted to it in his own way (please keep reading). I had a bad feeling about him when I met him , people have said that I have a gift of knowing when people are bad and good that i am usually right on about that.
Well this new tenant knows about how my best friend and I have to share a room cause of expenses next month. At first he was worried about the idea of 4 people sharing one bathroom but then he said he would find a way to work around it.
So tonight he told the landlord that there is no way in hell that he was going to share one bathroom with 3 other people that either the landlord keeps it at 3 people to one bathroom OR he moves out. He said cause he was from NJ and NYC area he knows how to lie to get people to believe HIM, yes he said that.
Knowing the landlord and her history with other new tenants she (the landlord) will throw both me and my best friend out, she threaten that on us before and she is already VERY UPSET about the idea of my best friend and I sharing one room to cut expenses. I tried to be honest and upfront with this guy and told him she had a history of threatening us to throw us out cause of it.
Well, he asked why I could not work, and I told him that I am disabled with a crippling panic disorder, he asked if I was collecting social security income and I said I got denied. And I told him how my mom doesn't want anything to do with me either, he shrugged his shoulders like OH WELL. He then ask is there ANY WAY I could work. I said the only condition that doesn't cause panic disorder with working is if I could work with just one other person that I KNOW well and get a long with, that way I could not deal with catty work behavior (being left out), which causes severe panic issues and I quit the job. SO he then said "WELL what the hell are you going to do if your best friend should drop dead, how will you live then??"
I said "EXCUSE ME???" I was so blown away that he had the nerve to ask me that after only knowing me for a few days
He DEMANDED me to answer the question. I said that it was none of his business.
Then he said "YOU KNOW WHAT, FORGET YOU!" and then he stormed off.
SO I have been SO PANICKY about this issue I don't know what this crazy guy has up his sleeve he sounds like a con artist and GOD ONLY KNOWS what he will do to me. I am SO SCARED to death, I even got sick cause of it
SO the ONLY solution to all of this is that I have to run away, things have been so bad since the car accident. I dont work and i got denied of Social Security Income and I KNOW the Landlord will take his side ESPECIALLY after he said he is a WONDERFUL liar and he can get ANYONE to believe him being that he is from NJ/NYC area (what ever that means).
AT THIS POINT, I just want my best friend to not have to take care of me cause look at what it has caused, her family no longer speaks to her cause she will not dump me off (YES they said that) so she can move home, then the landlord has to pick between my best friend and I or this liar.
What other solution is there at this point other than leaving, I don't work and SOME people are making me feel HORRIBLE for my best friend working while I stay home, Maybe I don't deserve the roof over my head. I guess I am just a HORRIBLE person for not working even my mom doesn't understand why I don't work, if i can't pay for rent or have no family then I should be with Jesus right? NO I am not talking about suicide I am talking about leaving for the woods, I don't know what else to do at this point
