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[sadheart]

I am so upset today, I don't know if is the holidays or the medical records from the hospital. I am so loney now and miss my husband so much. I can't believe he has went to be with the lord. I am trying hard to understand but I am hurting so bad today. I went to work and was fine but after work I started thinking to much. I love the lord and know he is with me but it hurts so bad today. I was doing a little better so I don't understand what br4ought this on. He went to be with the lord July 27.

Christine

 

[JenLove]

I am so sorry, Christine

I know there's not much one can say to bring any sort of comfort on days like that, but do know that I am praying for you often. Your husband must have been such a special man. God bless you and I pray for a restful night's sleep and a better tomorrow.

Sincerely,
Jen

 

[sadheart]

I just ate this sick feeling. I feel so empty and alone.

 

[JenLove]

I am feeling awful this week also...I think it's the holidays I've spent many alone while my husband was deployed, but now just knowing he's not coming back...

Ugh.

You've been in my prayers, Christine

 

[sadheart]

JenLove

I will keep you in my prayers. This pain since my husband went to be with the lord is worse than any physical pain that I have ever had. I know god will get me through. I hope you have a nice thanksgiving. I am going to try and remember that I have a lot to be thankful for such as the lord giving me 40 years with a wonderful christian husband, four children and grandchildren. That is a lot to be thankful for. I am going to try to get as close as I can to the lord. My husband told me that the only thing that matters in the end is what we have done for the lord. Jesus is coming soon.

Have a good night and I am sending lots of hugs. we need as many as we can get.

Praying for you
Christine

 

[Sergeant's widow]

I do think it is the holidays that makes us hurt so bad now. Holidays are a family time and our families are changed forever.

I will pray that we all get through Thanksgiving. We will worry about Christmas later. One day, and one holiday at a time.

God bless you and keep you in His love.

Linda

 

[mammaw3n3]

I am also having a hard time today...my husband went to be with the Lord october 24 and i miss him so much...i know that the Lord is with us but i am selfish and i want my husband here...i will keep all of you in my prayers tonight that tommorrow will only bring happy memories...God bless...lyn

 

[Sergeant's widow]

And I will pray for you Lyn. It has been 5 months since my husband passed away. I know the numbness of the first months. As strange as it seems it will get less raw, and you will start getting used to it. You still will hate it, but it will get a tiny bit better each day, and then it will be awful again for no reason. And I suspect that there will never be a time no matter how many days, months or years since they departed that we will ever be the same. We will just get used to the new life we have to live. At least I am going with this as it is the only way I can get through each day.