Thank you for those of you who have prayed and offered advise for me in my quest to rebuild my broken relationship. Just to update....over the last 2 weeks God has done remarkable things to open my ex's heart to me again. She says there is NO way that she could do what she is doing and feeling again what she is feeling with out Gods help. We have been able to talk daily, read devotionals at night on the phone and have even gone out a couple of times. There is still a long way to go in mending all the pain and hurt I have caused her and she still worries that I may hurt her again or that she won't be able to trust me again......there are times I can see when she wants to take all of me back and then I see where she pulls herself away because she is scared to be hurt again. All this I understand and know this will take time. I am thankful that God as used this event to change my life and to focus on his will, I am also thankful that he is honoring my prayers to open her back up to me......I know he can mend and heal her heart and renew our relationship. He shows me everyday he has a hand in this.....but I know not to lose focus on the main goal......God. She loves me and wants to believe in me......and with Gods help....I know in time she will. Keep praying that I stay strong and especially patient........And that God will continue to work in both our lives so that one day we can honor and praise him and be witnesses for what he can do if you put him 1st!.