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Ok, so this one is an example of how the Lord's Spirit can guide us over being led by what we believe is more right, or holier, etc. And, He always leads by way of Jesus.
This is a long one, but God really used this in my life, maybe it can help another.
On that note, this is how He can often teach me what He is up to in my life and how He is leading me.
So some time ago when I had a friend / tenant living with me I was in my room seeking the Lord's presence.
Wonderful right? I mean once you've been touched by God, and even experienced times of being overwhelmed by Him, who doesn't want to stay there, and I was constantly seeking it.
I call it my God bubble. Those that have heard me speak of my "thinking I'm funny" delusional bubble, it's nothing like that.
The God bubble is very real, as I know many know, and you don't want to leave it. It's like just leave me here with you until I die in your presence.
And do know this isn't something that I experience constantly and everyday. In my life, although I do feel his presence from time to time, more not than do, there is a greater measure of his presence and longer in my life, depending on what He is looking to do, and what I may need at the time, of which He knows better than I do.
Other times it's just not there and it is a walk of faith and intimately acquainted with his love that we know He is still with us.
Don't compare your life with mine, whether you feel it in less measure, not at all of yet, or greater measure.
I hesitated to share this story to avoid all that, but God, his Spirit, has taught me much about what it can be like to follow Jesus and be led by his Spirit, as his Word says, by how He manifests his Spirit working in my life. So here we go, back to the story.
So my roommate is in the living room and watching tv and I'm in my room doing the "more holy thing" of seeking his presence.
Right?
Not so fast.
I'm seeking, but nothing. It was like the heavens were shut and I kept trying to break down the door, but there was no budging.
It was ice cold it could have snowed.
So I'm growing more frustrated and aggravated with God telling Him how can He shut me out, I mean I'm doing something so good and noble and I desire to be with Him.
Right?
Nothing.
So now I'm somewhat upset with God for ignoring me. I mean I'm his child and I love Him and just want to be in his presence. So, in frustration I'm like. I'm outta here. I'm going to go watch a movie with roomie.
And that is what I did, and we had a good time, talked about various things through it all too. It was night time so I eventually go back to my room to sleep, no thought of being touched by God. My thought-He apparently wants to ignore me tonight so no point in it
So I returned to my room just looking to go to bed and the presence of God hits me, like almost immediately. There it was.
I got the message right away, that my roommate needed that, time with someone / me and that is where He wanted me at the time.
Prior to that He had been showing me things like that too. How it was becoming all about me and it was time to grow up.
It was a season where He was showing me that He didn't want me spending all my time in my God bubble because there is a whole world He is trying to reach with his love and we are also his hands and feet in this world.
So this is not something we make a doctrine out of. It is wonderful to seek his presence. We are told to ask. knock, and seek in his Word.
Babies also need more attention from their parents. Those going through difficult situations on his behalf need a fuller measure. Why these things occur to some and not others, or more on this one and less on that one isn't necessarily about what we are doing right or wrong as we tend to think that way. Yes, there are things that can hinder his presence, like trying to work for it, or feeling shame as that can be us, within, holding God at arms length ...
Don't shoot the messenger. Not saying certain things are not shameful, like continuously practicing sin with no grievance, but shame doesn't move us forward (more can be said in that).
I'm just saying, when we feel shame, internally it can be like holding God at arms length when He wants us running into his arms so He can heal us.
You can see this on a larger measure too in revivals on a larger scale, or our own personal revival He puts us through. When it passes, or weakens, we can seek a formula to bring it back, but it is ultimately what He is looking to do.
And again, not saying if He has laid on our hearts to pray for revival that we don't. We always follow Him. If "He" has laid it on your heart, then He is the one working it in you and using you to help bring it into manifestation on Earth.
He doesn't need us, but He often chooses to work through man. He does the inner working. We work out what He has worked in.
Did some branching out trying to elaborate in areas, but the point is that we can take the Word of God and make it more into a doctrine to live our lives by when it is insight into who God is and his ways.
It is one thing to read about someone, and intimately knowing them.
Yes, His Spirit does use his Word for that process too. His Word is a light unto our path, but the Spirit doesn't flow in our lives by us trying to live in Christ through doctrine and in our own strength.
This is a long one, but God really used this in my life, maybe it can help another.
On that note, this is how He can often teach me what He is up to in my life and how He is leading me.
So some time ago when I had a friend / tenant living with me I was in my room seeking the Lord's presence.
Wonderful right? I mean once you've been touched by God, and even experienced times of being overwhelmed by Him, who doesn't want to stay there, and I was constantly seeking it.
I call it my God bubble. Those that have heard me speak of my "thinking I'm funny" delusional bubble, it's nothing like that.
The God bubble is very real, as I know many know, and you don't want to leave it. It's like just leave me here with you until I die in your presence.
And do know this isn't something that I experience constantly and everyday. In my life, although I do feel his presence from time to time, more not than do, there is a greater measure of his presence and longer in my life, depending on what He is looking to do, and what I may need at the time, of which He knows better than I do.
Other times it's just not there and it is a walk of faith and intimately acquainted with his love that we know He is still with us.
Don't compare your life with mine, whether you feel it in less measure, not at all of yet, or greater measure.
I hesitated to share this story to avoid all that, but God, his Spirit, has taught me much about what it can be like to follow Jesus and be led by his Spirit, as his Word says, by how He manifests his Spirit working in my life. So here we go, back to the story.
So my roommate is in the living room and watching tv and I'm in my room doing the "more holy thing" of seeking his presence.
Right?
Not so fast.
I'm seeking, but nothing. It was like the heavens were shut and I kept trying to break down the door, but there was no budging.
It was ice cold it could have snowed.
So I'm growing more frustrated and aggravated with God telling Him how can He shut me out, I mean I'm doing something so good and noble and I desire to be with Him.
Right?
Nothing.
So now I'm somewhat upset with God for ignoring me. I mean I'm his child and I love Him and just want to be in his presence. So, in frustration I'm like. I'm outta here. I'm going to go watch a movie with roomie.
And that is what I did, and we had a good time, talked about various things through it all too. It was night time so I eventually go back to my room to sleep, no thought of being touched by God. My thought-He apparently wants to ignore me tonight so no point in it
So I returned to my room just looking to go to bed and the presence of God hits me, like almost immediately. There it was.
I got the message right away, that my roommate needed that, time with someone / me and that is where He wanted me at the time.
Prior to that He had been showing me things like that too. How it was becoming all about me and it was time to grow up.
It was a season where He was showing me that He didn't want me spending all my time in my God bubble because there is a whole world He is trying to reach with his love and we are also his hands and feet in this world.
So this is not something we make a doctrine out of. It is wonderful to seek his presence. We are told to ask. knock, and seek in his Word.
Babies also need more attention from their parents. Those going through difficult situations on his behalf need a fuller measure. Why these things occur to some and not others, or more on this one and less on that one isn't necessarily about what we are doing right or wrong as we tend to think that way. Yes, there are things that can hinder his presence, like trying to work for it, or feeling shame as that can be us, within, holding God at arms length ...
Don't shoot the messenger. Not saying certain things are not shameful, like continuously practicing sin with no grievance, but shame doesn't move us forward (more can be said in that).
I'm just saying, when we feel shame, internally it can be like holding God at arms length when He wants us running into his arms so He can heal us.
You can see this on a larger measure too in revivals on a larger scale, or our own personal revival He puts us through. When it passes, or weakens, we can seek a formula to bring it back, but it is ultimately what He is looking to do.
And again, not saying if He has laid on our hearts to pray for revival that we don't. We always follow Him. If "He" has laid it on your heart, then He is the one working it in you and using you to help bring it into manifestation on Earth.
He doesn't need us, but He often chooses to work through man. He does the inner working. We work out what He has worked in.
Did some branching out trying to elaborate in areas, but the point is that we can take the Word of God and make it more into a doctrine to live our lives by when it is insight into who God is and his ways.
It is one thing to read about someone, and intimately knowing them.
Yes, His Spirit does use his Word for that process too. His Word is a light unto our path, but the Spirit doesn't flow in our lives by us trying to live in Christ through doctrine and in our own strength.
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