Unforgivable sin....

[com7fy8]

Simply trust Jesus about this. Jesus is our Good Judge, who knows what to do with each of us.

And Jesus says to forgive.

 

[chilehed]

I want to come back and follow jesus so bad but do not even know if I can even come to repentance anymore.

Sounds to me like you already have.

 

[Zeri]

Unforgivable sin is not words. It is blasphemy against Holy Spirit which is the fornication. Because our bodies are temple of the Holy Spirit. And fornication defiles God's temple.

 

[zoidar]

So for months I have been completely obsessed with whatever i committed the unforgivable sin mentioned in Matthew, blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.

One day, I deliberately told the LORD in my head some awful things I will not repeat here in regards to the unforgivable sin.

Now i do not feel forgiven anymore. I feel like I screwed up so bad. I want to come back and follow jesus so bad but do not even know if I can even come to repentance anymore.

It sounds like you have an anxiety issue. Blasphemy against the Holy Spirit is willingly renouncing the Holy Spirit, done knowingly what you are doing. It's not something that can be done by accident. If you do it, it's by a decision, it's not by a thought in the head.

 

[Gregory Thompson]

So for months I have been completely obsessed with whatever i committed the unforgivable sin mentioned in Matthew, blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.

One day, I deliberately told the LORD in my head some awful things I will not repeat here in regards to the unforgivable sin.

Now i do not feel forgiven anymore. I feel like I screwed up so bad. I want to come back and follow jesus so bad but do not even know if I can even come to repentance anymore.

This sounds like the sin dwelling in your body messing with your head, it uses fear to control. Since it cannot interact with the divine, it tries to get you to stop having faith.

Romans 7 and the wretched man part of the passage is very similar.

Since the composure of the entity you are fighting is "sin" I recommend to confess all the sins implied by the bad thoughts and then trust God to forgive them.

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. (1 John 1:9)

 

[Sam81]

So for months I have been completely obsessed with whatever i committed the unforgivable sin mentioned in Matthew, blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.

One day, I deliberately told the LORD in my head some awful things I will not repeat here in regards to the unforgivable sin.

Now i do not feel forgiven anymore. I feel like I screwed up so bad. I want to come back and follow jesus so bad but do not even know if I can even come to repentance anymore.

Trust me. You haven't done it.

 

[LightLoveHope]

So for months I have been completely obsessed with whatever i committed the unforgivable sin mentioned in Matthew, blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.

One day, I deliberately told the LORD in my head some awful things I will not repeat here in regards to the unforgivable sin.

Now i do not feel forgiven anymore. I feel like I screwed up so bad. I want to come back and follow jesus so bad but do not even know if I can even come to repentance anymore.

Tourettes displays itself with a tic, a repetitive behaviour that often is swearing or a movement of some sort.

Emotionally we can get so wound up, it just explodes out of us.
It sounds like you have had such an episode. And being honest
the easiest reaction to stress and trauma is "why me, its you fault
God, I blame you etc"

The emotion is very real and the aim is often at who is closest to you.
What is interesting is that reality. God is the closest person to you.

The unforgivable sin is about calling an act of God one of the enemy,
to a degree that nothing God could do would ever reach such an individual.
There are people who go this far, but this is an active decision of the mind
and will to turn away from God and choose to hate everything He is doing.

What you need to find out is why this emotional explosion has occurred,
and reaching out and asking God to help you through it.

Years ago in my early 20's my dad had a stroke. Emotionally I felt undermined
and like my world had been blown apart. My immediate response was
"Why me?"

This was not a intellectual statement, it was an emotional reaction to having
ones life turned upside down.

These kind of situations take time to work through and begin to pick up the
pieces. But it is in recognising what is going on inside ourselves helps set
the scene into which Jesus can then minister. God bless you

 

[Ken Rank]

So for months I have been completely obsessed with whatever i committed the unforgivable sin mentioned in Matthew, blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.

One day, I deliberately told the LORD in my head some awful things I will not repeat here in regards to the unforgivable sin.

Now i do not feel forgiven anymore. I feel like I screwed up so bad. I want to come back and follow jesus so bad but do not even know if I can even come to repentance anymore.

The word blasphemy means to speak poorly of, SPEAK... not in your head but out loud and in front of others where God is demeaned in the process. You didn't do that... so you haven't crossed any lines. God isn't looking to condemn you, for anything... He is looking to redeem you. That's the point of the cross, not to condemn the world but to save it.

Also... if God had given up on you, there would be nothing in you seeking Him. The fact that you desire God tells me He hasn't left you.

 

[St. Helens]

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