Uhg...

[catlover]

I actually ate too much today and I am determined not to puke it up.

I so want to get some laxatives right now, drink the whole bottle and simply get rid of it.

I gained a few pounds, no numbers, but I feel like a fat lard butt. I feel soft and gross.


I just wish I could have a normal relationship with food. I cannot though. It's not possible.

I began this when I was 14 and it has never stopped.

 

[Soulwings]

Catlover. It is possible to have a healthy relationship with food. It just takes time - a lot of time - and effort - to get there. But it's possible. I've been struggling with my ED since I had just turned seventeen (as in, a month after I turned seventeen it started) and now things are evening out a bit, after relatively intense treatment and care under a nutritionist. (And therapist, and NP...) Are you in any tx programs, or seeing anyone for help? because I would highly recommend that... of course.



I hope that you managed to get through the day okay, and are doing alright right now. I'm so sorry that you are still struggling with your ED (although I can't see the age since it's in numbers and not written out, I take it that it's been a long time)... and I am so glad that you posted for support. Sorry I didn't see this until just now.

God bless. I'm here if you need to talk.

 

[blessedmomof5]

Sorry you are feeling this way, trust me i know exacetly how you feel, but you will feel better in a few days....wish i had more words of wisdom....i am always here to talk though...